1o 'weirdo' acts of moi u dun know about (just becoz i dun know what other craps shud i paste in my blog.ha ha)

1) i cant sleep in a messy bed, meaning, i have to tarik the cadar sampai kemas then later i can land on it happily.stupid enuff yes indeed since u would eventually mess it even more.

2) i cant go out without havin the colored lippie, even the taintest color of gloss would do. i would be looking so pale ppl mistaken me of recovering from flu if i have none of it.believe me, it happened before.

3) i love to drive.maybe i am born to be a driver.i used to drive bout 400 km back to perlis, got 15 mins rest n back behind the wheels again for nother 150 km to penang

4) only god knows how super duper sensitive moi cud turn out to be. i watched simba the lion king n cried sheepishly in the cinema.n so other dramas, so other movies, n so other songs. i hurt easily.

5) i am a very very picky shopper. picky in the terms that i cud have window shopping for hours, coming back n forth to the same shop, picking it up, scrutinizing like a mad scientist n ending it up by not buying it afterall. it takes forever to make a simple decision.ask my sis. she hates me doin that.i mean..for taking her time too much only on surveying things.

6) i used to worship spice girls, n even used to save money so that i cud watch them live in action if they ever made it to malaysia.used to paste their posters everywhere in the room,used to master their dance routines, even an avid user of their Impulse spray perfume, even bought their DVD's concerts.i am indeed.. still in love wit the gurls.i am a wannabe.hahahha

7) i cant wear crease clothes. i feel incomplete, feel unprepared.i can repeatedly iron my clothes over n over again. used to take good 2 hours to make the crease on my baju kebaya less visible.

8) i love catsssss so much.but im not a good keeper of em.i used to take the 12 hrs ride of goin home to perlis, n return bck to kuantan all in 24 hrs just becoz i wanna see my dying cat Tam Tam.in short, i do crazy things for all it takes if it includes my fav pets

9) i am a photo freak.ask my buddies, ill be ready if u got the camera on.hahahha

10) i.... (now do finish the sentence for me if u know sth weird i havent notice bout moi before :)

all about the L words

love..aint it so ever be so unfathomable?

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover Lyrics

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

all about the workin out

im startin the joggin routine again!after past months been neglectin the only routine that ensure me to burn all the extra baggages, now im bck on track,well literally.cant believe what i got myself into for these past few weeks.ive been piggin on food, not really care bout gainin weigh whatsoever like i used to.all the upsetting phases of my life all lead to the calories whopping i guess.n goin home to momma's house was like being the cherry on the top.havent been stop eating since then, im always in the hungry mode.even tokwas, one of the colleague ere was amazed of my ability (capability?)of munching food caters for two.ha ha.so i made this 'resolution', that all the baggages have to go!i need to tone my arms' muscle, it is soooo flabby it has been jokes to lenny n acik, n my thigh, n my stomach.goshh..i cant even bring myself to wear baju sendat sendat anymore.so, arming with acik (t' was her idea to hit the gym, n mind to hit the track), we went for our first jog on sunday mornin.yeah, when u still under the comfy blanket we were like squeezing the sweat from the unwanted fat.managed to finish bout 3 rounds n stop for a breakfast (guilty again!!..it was kinda heavy.now helloooo to few more kilojoules).tat afternoon, we hit the gym n been tryin the machines at once.n know what?now that i have the excruciating pain on the thighs and a small clogged blood on my feet it still not dampen the mood of shoving all those kilos.hope this not gonna be one nite devotion.hehe.

again

yeah it is me..wit my sis at one of the shopping complexes im talkin bout.spending almost few hours n resulting in nuthin actually.cant really force myself to splurge since the currency exchanged keep on ringing its bell.duhh.we went out for dinner at one of the local food stop.ordered fried mee n milo..heaven sake it was too much to take.the portion was huge n i had to share it.they even had thos typical pasembor easily found in penang.again, it's all about the portion that im worried bout.ha ha.im not a big eater i wud say.oh oh the pixture on the left was actually the aquarium.so likely aquaria but it is in the shopping complex.go figure.

we went for the knickknacks hunting for the next day.the target?yeah u guess it right. arab street n bugis street.buying myself a nice short jacket, bein envied n pursued by ina till now.no wayy im lettin it to be borrowed, cost me about 20 dollar n yeah, a string of pearl necklace bout 5 dollar. n for thos chickas back home, found them sth as well.last spot was to go lepakin at sentosa, watching that magical fountain n lazyin watchin the sunset went down at siloso beach.heaven.

across the border

hay.. can u see me?welcome to the merlion city.at last, the much awaited plan has been fulfilled.cant really describe how much work and energy have been digested for the trip to be a reality. and thus...i think i enjoyed everythin thruout the vacation.well almost..except a few heartwreckin parts. i might not be a good story teller becoz i believe sum memories are better laid in mind (i am so lazy to actually scribbling words), well but for ur pleasure of reading i'll try to spend my precious mins jottin down a few.
singapore is a well developed city i would say. even small in size, u cud see that the development n the system are fully expansed.just imagine that inside the cab we rode it was even a swipe machine for ur precious credit card!n the taxi, mind u, just look frighteningly similar like us.we went straight to the hotel, checkin in n drove around town to find the tourist spot. gosh..and the tourist spot they meant were basically the plazas and shopping complexes!cant really remember we were we actually, it cud be takashimaya, far east plaza, the atrium becoz what we did were to keep on walkin along the alleys, tunnels and zebra crossings. their shoppin complexes are well structured where u can get to the next plaza by only walkin thru the underground tunnels.superb!goshhh..they were rushing me for quick lunch. get bck to this later!