me n the boredom

lepaking at home the whole weekend, not doin anythin good except read few storybooks.story books did get me hooked.in a way, this weekend makes me restless, counting the days to go to kl.i wanted to see my family.cant wait!!!!oh, zaire goin to brunei for the work.au revoir, ma cherie!(hope im using the right expression :)

the list continues..

4) kekasih awal dan akhir
that was the first movie i even watched in cinema, as it was the first appearance of zizie ezzette on screen.marvelous movie for it has sofea jane n jamal abdillah.done way resemblance of bollywood theme, with lotsa songs n pitied moment of heart wrenches, it still was a hit n in my list.

5) ali setan
ogy in her teens n i love the movie becoz it got sheila majid.many antics done by uni students.from the dork to the jocks i just lurve the plot.

the best romantic movies ever

1) my best friend's wedding
i always love the collaboration between julia roberts, cameron diaz and delmot mulroney.they have all that on screen chemistry needed in a cheesy romantic story like this.u cant even hate julia roberts for being intruder between diaz n mulroney. u just cant help to love her more.her edginess, her lack of common sense, and her big hair do.funtastic to watch!oh, i love diaz too.she just being guilty for her clumsiness n being wayy cheeky!

2) ada apa dgn cinta
do i need to say more.at one time, most of us are like going ga ga over rangga (now it's even ryhme!).who wouldnt.he was the kewlest man i felt at that time.dun have to be all lovey dover.his appreciation of love are thru the poem, n attention.just love the curly messy hair!!.

3) eiffel im in love
just watched the movie yesterday.samuel rizal..oh ohhhhhh..just love the baldness.but cant beat rangga tho

4) cant think of number 4 coz im darn hungry.get back to this later~

here she goes

ina got the job after been waiting for almost 2 weeks!glad she got it after all. i just know the feeling of being penniless n cant even do and purchase anything u want.money is like...everything?oh, she even passed her second attempt of that driving test.happy for het tho!:)

princess tam tam

upon seeing her, tears started to stream down my face.she was barely alive, she was mustering all her strength just to look at me with that sollen, red rimmed eyes.i called her behind the hedges.calling all i might, cause i know ive been waiting too long to see her.i dont really mind that 12 hours of bumpy road, coz i just know i want to see her badly.she didn't even pour, she nudged a bit, maybe the feeling of wetness of the cloth faten placed under her.yeah, it was just typical me, so emotional, so full of over dramatic act.but how cud u not crying when u see her like that.the food, the mouldy looking food was not even touched.i pattted her on the head, realizing i was patting a partly bone that fur.she was so bony, so skinny.and yet, she was restless, she was doin anything she cud to stay alive. i know she knew we wanted her to live.she started to breath again, even with the nose congested with reddish substance, presumably blood.her paws fagile, there were even patches of blood on the fur.but aten was so keen of taking care of her, and my dad, since the last 2 kittens cudnt make it.he cried.i knew my dad would cry even for a cat.he got soft heart.
and even i am here, sitting on the comfy chair in the office, there are still vivid, placid pictures of my princess, hoping to get a new hope of life.

the induction at last!!

first day of june.first activity for reading being introduced to students.not really had the warming responses fr the students regarding to the first activity.guess they are still adapting to the new environment of learning in college.earliest today, kak siti mentioned acix bout the induction, saying that me n munie got to go after all.good..guess i dun have to wait any longer.been discussing bout the room tho, n the transport to go..yada yada yada.need to fork out few ringgits to buy things.i need new bag!!!!my elle travel bag is like sooooooo yesterday~!!!

now that stupid air cond!

i WISH sumbody cud take drastic action n smash the stupid air cond.can't stand it anymore~9 hrs in the office without the aircond?now that's way way wrong!!

the stomach ache

had bubur nasi for breakfast, didnt intend to eat sth heavy tho, but have to since i just had pizza n a slice of oreo cheese cake for dinner last nite.heck, thus resulted in me having the stomach ache. cant understand why all this while, i cant escape from having heavy breakfast plus a glass of ice nescafe, but ended up not having anythin at all.i mean..u know what i mean.waiting for class to be started at 12.goshhh..i dun really like goin for the noon class.zaire is having his presentation n mou thing today.wish u luck huny!

anugerah bintang popular 2004..and there she goes again

anugerah bintang popular, is when the winners are solely chosen by the fate of popularity n how well artistes get themselves into stardom.guess by now, we are still talking about the previous anugerah bintang popular,telecasted live from Arena Of Star Genting Highlands.Bet most artistes there wont a bit feel chilly despites all the shoulder baring clothes most of em choose to wear.excellent choice i might say.
Enough of the clothes, for the overall standard n session, i wud say, the show was nothing close to being fabricated to Anugerah Sri Angkasa shown in TV1.It was, by far, being the most exhilarating event being shown, kudos to both ogy n salih yakob.both of em were the ones that liven up the show, mostly by the crazy dialogues, comical acts by salih.he's the bomb.
Most winner announced, i have no comments whatsoever.that's what ppl choose, so these ppl deserved it.just lucky enuff u got to b selected among the most famous five, indicating u do have fans.i dun give much fuss on the winners, really.im among the ones that never bother to choose the favorable ones.Siti won, she deserved it.but that doesnt change a bit of fact that i dont really fancy her since beginning.:)congrats siti.and ur smartly,'poshy'driven kia optima.
the most irritating moment i wud say, got to be during misha's performance.we, at home, were barely enjoying the show when all of sudden, a very annoying commercial from ning n timecontact appeared.misha's show was chopped in half!
im off till now,sorry for not being explicit enuff telling u ppl bout the details on the show.

movie review: lemony snicket's the series of unfortunate events

lemony snicket the series of unfortunate events was the second movie i reviewed and unlike the first one, i found this as hilarious n entertaining.it was after all, a fortunate one, unlike what have been told by the narrator, lemony snicket himself.you see, at the beginning of the movie, u were asked to leave the hall because from what u goin to witness were..as the stories go, all about the unfortunate events of baudelaire siblings.oh yes, there were lotsa lotsa calamitous, wrecked moments courtesy of Count Olaf (played by oh so not forgettable jim carrey). But these baudelaire siblings, Violet (oh she's so sweet), Klaus(he doesnt really look like a bookworm to me..oh maybe, but the handsome worm:)) and the babytalked sunny (i wonder these twins are courtesy of Dustin Hoffman since they got his name), were cunning enough to get rid of their ever so evil Count Olaf and his crazy plots.
the story started as the Baudelaire being the orphans, their parents were both perished in the fire incident, and one of the long distance relatives, Count Olaf, came out and claimed he had all rights to take care of the children (and the fortune). the storylines are not so difficult to follow, even u are not an avid reader of Lemony Snicket's series.
my comments?if u want to be entertained, then go booked urself a ticket.i wud say, throughout the movie, i was mesmerized by the set(a Tim Burton touch), the costume and the whole plot (as many wud say).u are definitely going to have one enjoyable, fortunate evening.

review:Boogeyman

having a penchant for horror+thriller+murder sort of movie, i didnt think twice but made myself free over a nice tub of popcorn over a lazy Saturday evening.accompanied by nother 2 of my freaking-out-but-im-still-kewl-enuff-to-watch-horror-movies- friends, we booked ourselves at the first aisle, but all the excitement of waiting for a good thriller went straight to the drain after spending almost 2 good hours watching it.in short, Boogeyman is nuthin but a hogwash.
you see, you going to get all sort of recipes to a good thriller in boogeyman, the screaming parts, the suspense, the chilling factors, you name it, but after a while, u can add nother part, boring.boogeyman started out good, as a young kid was afraid of dark n closet(who wouldnt? he did even let the window open and the wind gushed in..ohh..the suspense is about to start).his father was killed infront of his eyes namely by the one who beknown as a boogeyman.starting from that short intro,the kid cant forget bout it but determine to find out what was really there in the closet n who is actually a boogeyman.
most part of the movie took place in the ol house of Tim,where he came back to seek for truth.there you goin to see a lot of closets incident, and after a while,i got bored to death.playing peekabo with that unknown creature for almost 95% of the movie is somewhat weary n dreadful.

the cats in the hats..

Being away in Pahang cant resist my mind from thinkin about my beloved ones.no no no..not my mum or dad, but the tiny tots.Precisely my bucuk cats!!!i missed em.i really am missing em all.well...after nen, my dad complied that our family need to have a cat.so we officially adopted siti, the not so cute kitten.but my mum is so into her, she even being her midwife when siti gave birth to cik ah (doi..cant believe why cant my family..at once..be creative in formulating the names????).then we have 3 adopted persians, courtesy of my dad's worker.the mum is nickel (being bitchy enuff of being the persian she didnt even care bout playin around wiv us), the kids are nelly (grey one, nickel fav's daughter as she always tag along wherever her mumy goes), and my cute lil nicky, the one that i favor the most.for a persian, she is soooenergetic, so playful and sooo adorable!and yeah not to forget, so smelly.humm...had to wash her again n again.she smells of cockroaches for god sake!hem hemm..cant wait to go back n cuddle thos tiny beings.miawww..

pieces of me

im missin him bad.dunno what's get into the mind lately.we gotten ourselves into messes, picking up fightin when there are chances,gruelling to each others' gut on the unspoken words.but right now, at the moment, this instance, i wish he would be here, just be here n talk.guess the weather made me feel a bit under,wiv the rainin, the dampness, the bleak,freezin days.maybe that, make me missed him even more.
i know i havent been a good gf as i wished to.being alive without relationship is sad, but being wiv sumone who loves u but u cudnt figure out why u cant be dutiful to his wishes is even sadder.i never be in the relationship this long, n what makes the relationship stays so far may lie on the fact that he's keen enuff to take care of lil me.lil defiant courtesy of miss lyn's attitude.
i try to act as i supposed to be,maturely.i am whisked by his thought, his wariness n obviously, his affection.i love him.it just that it is sumhow seemed difficult to throw the bizzare attitude of mine.
i guess sumday the realization will beam on me.that i have found the one.
i love u

dun want to talk bout it!

how many more days to raya?dun ask me..i have lost counted the days already.no..not because ive been daydreaming too much on baju raya, but i really dun do counting these days.just wondering endlessly why cant my college prolong the holidays, so i dun have to give a fuss about this one stupid issue.going back home!.see..im driving home for raya this weekend, but the problem arise when this friend of mine take back her promise of going back home tgether.she was giving me the promise that we will both take the wheels, but it turns out that im going home alone.now this pissing me off.people who cant keep up the promise they make.arghh!

nen

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ex and the city.

i was being a couch potato yesterday n intended to watch sex n the city dvd, and a tis one subtitle really caught me n i spent another 30 mins,watching n trying to digest the issue in mind.the topic..ex and the city.can u ever be friends with ur ex?can u ever face ur ex and act like nuthin happens before n things shud be goin on naturally?
for both questions..i would answer yes, despite the look that my baby might give me.i mean..befriending ex is much more easy than trying to create a new one.(huny, when u read this, i dun mean to include u in the issue..im just trying to be frank n openminded.hope u dun mind kay.luv ya).how many of us really waiting for the ex to come n start afresh?im not.im not waiting for them to come, but i would definitely not going to irk if they extended the hands n make amend.im not that cruel.i see being with them as an experience in life.experience for the maturity growth.i never put a hatred, not even a grudge. i see the flakes in relationship as normality of relationship that cannot go anywhere.a blunder.sth that is passable n healed as time goes by.
but can my x survive me n accept me as the friend?i dunno.i cant prejudge myself.some of them did create another bond of friendship, n not ashamed of past mistakes, n sum..cant even think of where they are now.my previous one, despite abashing me wit crude n disgusted remarks just because i said no to the relationship, at last try to mend things up, n stay as a friend.n we are kewl that way i guess.and he was ok when i said im meeting n seeing sumone n madly in love these days.
being in a friendship with an ex is the most bravest thing ive ever done.
lyn:)

Happy besday Acix!~~

she is turning 24 tday..and she looked esctatic enuff unwrapping all the gifts infront of us.she got quite a few number of pink stuff up to her liking.there was a frame, a jewelry box, a cuddly piggy toy (she really got this penchant of pink n pigs!), n ta daaa...the pink embedded mirror me n zaire found in lovely lace.
hepy birthday zarina..many happy returns to u!tanjobi omedeto gozaimasu!
lyn:)

and the weekend goes by..

saturday 2 oct.at last, afta a tremendous, meticulously planned date wiv my baby, we did go to genting, after all.i can feel his spirit of spending time wiv me, and was i touched by the thought of him coming over to kuantan just for the matter tat he wanted to accompany me driving to genting.:).
we started late on tat morning.thought of going at 7, but i was only finishing up dressing at 8.blame me not!i was like.. staying up all nite just to cook him n me sum food to be taken to genting (he was complaining the food was exorbitant up ther..ha ha..huney, i knew u just wanted me to cook).so being a good gf i am, i managed to screw up the kitchen n walla...the macaroni n tuna sandwich.well..at least it looked edible enuff n looked good in the tupperwares.ive been waiting for a long time to cook him sum, guess i managed to pull it out sumhow.:) and wiv the heart soared of blithe n giddiness, it was the moment we've been waiting for.
up in genting, everything was heaven.the rollercoaster (n i was still amazed of the voice he shrieked), the merry go round (still cudnt believe i let myself having the 'ever-so-cool ride'),the laughs, the jitters, the messy ice cream eating, i can still picture tat clearly.sorry i was not being descriptive enuff coz i believe good things are better left unsaid.and being wiv him, is a part of good things that happen to me lately.i want to write more, to be more passionate about the rides, but i know he knows that we both know the things we know.thank u baby, for the enticing moment we both had. and im counting on bali...:)
lyn:)

what i feel like doing

thes few things i really feel like doing at the moment n that wud include having big bucks of money to make all of thos happens.:)

1) having manicure n pedicure done.uhh..ppl complementing ur hands while u doozing away?what an idea.

2)spa treatment.ah ah ah!!!!

3)buying that cow pillows.all that comfy set of black n white pillows incarnating a figurine of a cow.:)

4)meeting my mum in kuantan.her bus will be leaving at 12.30.even my speedometer shows 120, it still wudnt be enuff time to reach her at the hotel.

5)sleep!so damn sleepy albeit getting early sleep lastnite

the lost.

in life, there would be few different questions that left with no answer, no matter how you try hard to figure it out.i always ask myself what make ppl change in a blink of an eye.would that because of their own surrounding?their own conundrum?or was that because of me?
im not pretty sure when our pace of friendship starts to turn out being unpleasantly cold.true, we do have our ups n downs within the lengthy 15 years of our friendship, but i never could figure out that one day she's going to be far far away, out of my reach.not wiv me anymore.she's getting married.my own, bestfriend is getting married n that does not make me the selfish one.no im not jealous of her own happines n blissfully contented soon to be matrimonial life.im not even at once jealous.it just that from the feeling of insecurity, lost n unaccompanied of a good female fren like her.
we had gotten ourself into one huge fight before she announcing that she gonna afterall be happily ever after.cudnt really remember what was the fight about, but one thing im so damn sure about is the discontented feeling of gettin into a cold fight wit ur goodmate.n one afternoon, after a month of silence words, she phoned n asked me to come back for that simply reason..'im goin to be attached n i want u to be here'.out of any reaction, i gave her the warmest smile even i knew she wudnt see me from afar nor that she really care about me being happy for her.and starting from the moment, loneliness n pain of losing ur mate starting to chase the soul.im starting to capture horrendous images in mind.no one to talk to, no more.no one to cry with, no more.and i have to accept the fact that her man is her everything from now on.
she's gonna get married on this coming raya.n im gonna left with no good female company as life goes by.
lyn: