girls' daynite out

on the boxing day..
* we had a great outing.i mean we, the girls (mom included).heading up to penang, gps'ing the road (we used the human gps which means that's what mom is for.ahahhaha), got stuck in few roads n junctions, some u-turns and i would safely say that u cant trust me on penang road, every nook and cranny.still.

*hitting a very packed chawrasta, again.this time eena wanted to see it for real, and the euphoric feeling of seeing the book is surging again.i am ever elated.

*wolfing down food at padang kota.charkoayteaw rm8 and a huge plate of rm15 pasembor of absolute variants to enlighten your tastebud. plus the ais kacang and nasik goreng kicap daging rm5.emm....gluttony at fault.

*having the very nightmarish experience for every female driver behind the wheel at nite (my nitemare, at least).the tyre of the kembara nearly exploded if not because of the crazy klunk klunk sound it made and how the whole car kept on vibrating and quivering when it reached 80km/ph.and the tyre man who was stopping by to change the tyre (seems like we were the damsel in distress.haha), keep on trying to feed us ghost stories.mind you, we stopped the car at almost 730 pm and it was all dark n 'junglish'.

*we had fun gigling, laughing, talking and bi***ing.ada sesapa nak terasa disini?

this the jolly celebration

am wishing all celebrating a merry jolly christmas and hope the year ahead brings more wonderful stories to be shared.

merry ho ho ho ho holiday!

xoxo
misslyn

keja gila. gilaaa!

having fun and having to do all the dirty work in order to have fun are never ever going to be a great combination!period.i just dun get it.u call this appreciation nite whatever it is when you , in fact, gotta organize everything for ur own jubilation??whateheck. and please..like we have nothing else to do than being there in the hotel till 11 pm when all we cud think of is to b there early to our 8am class the next day.yeah i woke up late today coz i was so freaking tired!.geramnyaaaaa.....
why cant you people,just give us space to enjoy our dinner rather than running here n there in heels just to make sure everything is dem organize.sorrylah, i rather get my money burn n rather dig my face on a plate of a mamak mee goreng than pakai cantik cantik tapi end up not enjoying any single thing of it!erghhhhh!!!!!!
sorry la mom, gotta be a whiny biatch for today.tiredness rules everything.thank you very mucho

saltwater room

time together is just never quite enough
when you and i are alone, ive never felt so at home
what will it take to make or break this hint of love
we need time, only time

(owl city, the saltwater room, 2009)

irresponsibly happy

the hardest job is making one you care the most in his happier state, no matter how he keeps on saying this aint your responsibility.
it just me.i cant change something within me, the inner me.i care on people i love the most.even it breaks me.it is suffocating, yes i know but i take my chances.
coz chances are not going to be with you the next day, probably. at least i know what i do best and get something out of things i do best. and if i fail, then i know i failed good.


just going to be in my vanilla twilight.

almost close to go clubbin.ahahhahaha

well , the weekend started off with me having to attend a course.on saturday.kinda bummer since i had to abort the plan of going to kl to berjimba.haha.i am so wanna go shopping!!and not helping that charles n keith is having the sale of the year!but am not gonna complain much, shud be thankful this course somehow helps adding up to my 7 day prerequisite courses throughout the year.yeah, been missing few courses since i had to attend the hearing.in fact, nother one is coming up real soon.so....cant wait.
so right after the course, acik n i dashed to catch our movie, Jump.one heck a funny movie, i know stephen chow wont be any dissappointment.haha.the first laugh was when we noticed our movie seating arrangement.much to the amusement!whats with our seat being place farrrrr away from any human being (funny enough there werent many people watchin it.maybe because we had the earliest show for Jump).remember about the splattered popcorn, zarina?the seat was a real mess it feels like there are kiddies sitting!anyway, we had real laugh.easily a distress kinda movie if u stuck with those state of emotional inconsistency.really a laughable movie!
so whats next?goin home?nahhh..hit the holler room thats it!!they got this new karaoke premise next to the movie theater.enough to satisfy my lust for redbox session tho!rm15 for 30 minutes and the choices of song aint that bad (aint bad at all .they got alicia keys ya'all!.thats what im saying:).so for the next one hour, we warbled the best we can (which i can see the other side of zarina.ahhaha..i know u gonna get hooked babeyyy!).went lepaking at kopitiam for an hour.hey, 2 throaty crooners need to have their caffein fixed, dont they??so, going home now u say?no no no.
coz its gonna be nother movie session for us!and this time is storm warrior(only now we noticed that we chose hongkong movies back to back!).thought it gonna make me sleepy since i hadnt catch the first installment, but heck i was wrong.been awoke the whole 2 hours and almost gonna laughed seeing this one gent next to acik who was literally snoring.ahhahah..and i thought action anime movie gonna make a girl yawned!
so at what time all this madness ends?
we reached home at almost 3am.and it had been realy really a great great out!!

maniac mane

the maggi and the spageti (circa 2007)

i am in a serious need of a new hair revamp. i dun care wether he likes it or not, am gonna do all the chop chop thingy.im tired waking up to a fuzzy and unruly hair (noted:it does look good after the shower tho, the curls n everythin, but it compromises nothin when it's all dry). and since my hair is thicker than the rest of any normal human being, it took hour to get dry before i can wear my scarf.acik called it lion mane. j called it lionnes, even in a sense of awe.hahah..

i was born with curly hair, u know that kinda hair when it gets real frizzy?i had to live with scrunchy and hairband all the time and silently revenging that one day it gonna get schooled.so yeah, on the elevation of my teenage angst, i straightened it, much to my mom's bewilderment and annoyance.well, i thought i looked good until i got it all bored n boring

so yes, i recurl it.

so you see, it is always good to feel good about ur own natural being.in my case, the insane mane.went to have proper treatment before the last raya (the coloring and recurling), but was told that my coif is as curly as it shud be, which needed no treatment whatsoever (or so the stylist said).j said it is okay, the way it is now, n think im in no need to do any chopping.come on, i cant take a guy opinion into account, can i?even joke that i might go all britney (sans the hair, not the underwear) n if i ever thought of doin that, he wud love having the honor to shave it.haha.

so what now?for the sake of easy maintaining, i really cant wait to make it tame.it's bein out on the wild sometimes now:).

chop chop!

meet you there

If we could sit together a moment
And talk forever just to pass the time
I would smile as the shivers and chills run down my spine
With your eyes are locked on mine

Oh we will fill the metro skies with country air
And when you close your tired eyes I'll meet you there
I'll meet you there

Deep inside of you there’s a ruby glow
And it gets brighter then you and I will ever know
There’s a rushing sound that surrounds us when we walk alone
And it’s everything we've never known

Wander down the street
And I would be the pavement beneath your feet
If we could just be immobile for some time
And finally figure out the way we feel
About the missing puzzle pieces and cloudy question marks
It still looks a bit surreal

Oh I tend to disappear here and there
So concentrate and you’ll feel me everywhere
And well feel the metro skies with country air
If you’re lost when you close your eyes I’ll meet you there

You could be anywhere
I’ll meet you there
You could be anywhere
Open your eyes and see everything you can be
I'll meet you there

(maybe i'm dreaming, owl city, 2008)

dec entry

okay.i got 5 mins to update my blog before my first class begins.

okay, blog been updated.

hehehe.nanti nantilah cerita lain.this is the entry for dec.at least i got one goin:P

auntie in love of these

yeah, these 2 lil tots are not mine, but they are the reasons i'm all laughing every morning, day and nite :)

sori le auntie mmg kuat menyakat.haha..

swing the mood away

Aiayayayyaya...after a few months back from the aussie trip, my immune system has sumhow surrendered.i got this itching throat, cold feet and somehow ulcer was confidently making its grand entrance all over again.bummer!!double bummer that im going to drive back to kl to meet my brother and heading back to perlis the very same nite.well, if only i cud muster some strength coz right now the only strength is to not falling asleep in the office.
And most probably im getting my period that i felt everything happens so wrongly, please blame the mood swing anyway.well,adding to the insanity, he kinda ticked me off for not bein there when i needed him to talk.
yeah, im definitely getting my period anytime soon.

go on and block everythin.we got streamyx still!ahha

24 degree and the humidity just like u r living in Fork.haha.just wait for the vampire to pop out and fall in love:).anyway, coldness and me are 2 intolerable objects.yeah i dun really like coldness eventho i cud comprehend rain. i cud go chattering my teeth while talking to you.and this is when the pashmina comes in handy.brrr..
anyho', the college is somehow goes berserk filtering all sort of websites.and they even block youtube for now.urghh...and im freaking sure they about to block friendster, myspace, facebook and all sort of social networking (yeah baby, YM included.).am not so sure about blogs, cud make it to the list too maybe.ishhhhh..where's fun in workin and doing work now?dont we need some sort of entertainment too?

err..najib does have facebook.how's that?

this is it

truthfully, i am not a person who really like retaliating, being in war of words agonizing me, but if route of my life requires me so, then i guess i cant forever stay mum.
i never say i am the sole victim in the game.people who are close to me are victims too.we are deluded to a game looked so genuinely pure in the beginning it ended up with more than handful of people got hurt.still, they were allowed to feel that.they've been betrayed.but if YOU, feel that in such situation u were the victim of everything too..then i don't know what kind of being are u.
let me tell you one thing, to know that "man"of your life cheated on you in no less than a month before the wedding, more on the fact that both "man"and "woman"started dating when u were crazily preparing ur wedding arrangement, no close to having proper sleep and each day anticipating the big day, to start thinking of what kind of wonderful fresh start u wud be having, while both of the "man"and "woman"?well u both know what you were doing.and to add salt to the injury, right after ur broken engagement, you got to know they were scheming their own wedding.
stop writing as if this is in God's hand.yes i know that, and as human being and as a devoted muslim, i understand perfectly what redha means.i understand what it means by qada n qadar, what it means by jodoh itu di tangan tuhan.but havent u been given options to choose whats right n wrong in ur life? to know that u stand in between the lines of good n evil, to stand in the lines of ur selfish happines and a marriage of a man to the girl he courted for 4 years.but u have to make a choice, havent u?and yes the choice brings u to where u are now, being 'contented' as this is ur jodoh.and u keep on saying that you are happy and absolutely elated.
alhamdulilah then, be happy as it is what u wish for, what u are fighting for all these while, building happiness on people's misery n tears.and yes, semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya, and one hikmah that God bestow upon me is the chance to be grateful to Him, to be thankful for every life unworthy n worthy events, to be given chances to be stronger and to get back to Him as He is the Maker who knows what we dont know.between the earth and the land.between good and bad.i am all redha.
but as i am redha, i wud not wish anything bad on people, not wishing people to not getting married, or pregnant, or the possibility of the husband to cheat as history might repeat (God forbid).who am i to judge you and people, to put forward all their physical weaknesses and their outward appearance, to say them lack of this and that, because i believe we shud look in the mirror more.maybe , just maybe sometimes u are so engorged with the contentment of life u are so "strongly' pursue, u forget that it is good to look in the mirror sometimes, if not everyday.
my parents, yes the old pairs in the house, have done their best to raise their kids. teaching them to respect people's right.and to not be selfish.or heartless.and i know they teach me right.syukur, alhamdulilah.and even i ever say words that are unforgettable and unforgiven, then u dun have to squirm and fidget and be derange if there is nothing regarding to yours.
well.. maybe it does, after all.
as this is being the longest entry i will ever talk about my despair of my broken engagement, i wud never feel to write anything about this again.for those who have been following my blog, yes i dun dig out the stories as it used to be hurtful to not only me, but the rest of my family especially to the pairs in the house.and i didnt dig out it since im much happier in life as God granted me my wish, for those to be over n get done with.
i am now in my journey looking for my own paradise, as there are journeys and routes of life that are yet to be endured.a journey of looking for a paradise that doesnt need me to hurt people along the way, insya allah.

estoy buscando un paraiso'
mi paraiso..:)

la loca

indeed, eventho u drive me crazy sometimes.
but that craziness drives me exactly

i miss my m.jay:(

pathetic

i wanna die laughin!

cetek akal betul.we had fun reading her out.people like her will always goin to be livid and insecure.u know what girl, i pity u.

kesian.shud look in the mirror more.

thats the way it is

men or man, in general, are good in showering you with

love
affection
attention
warmth
desires
hope
cheesyloveydovey poetic lines
kisses n hugsies

..but good enough to still be a real time jerk.

homecoming

Let's see if you can get through it.If not, you're too scared about the truth

1.Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yes n yes n yes.he gives me a muahmuah both cheeks everyday.whats there not to ask?

2.Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
yes i did.but it was stupid since my bestfriend was in love so deep with him too and me being the postman didnt help much.monyet betol.haha

3.Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
yes.cried like there was no tomorrow.tolongla, that was fake thank q.

4. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
to be honest, im enjoying every freedom now that im back in singleton.u dun have to squeeze ur brain makin every shit looks all gaga wonderful.and not to please the other side of being or doin things i dont feel like doing.but i enjoy being in relationship too, while it lasts anyway.so yeah, am enjoying both.

6.Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
told a guy i like him.thats all.doesnt want to get him all mislead but i guess he is misleaded allright.

7.Have you ever had your heart broken?
one too many.im writing books on it.

8.Have you ever broken someone's heart?
one too many.they are writing books about it.tahahahaha...

9.Talk to any of your ex's?
few who dont act like a jebon.so if im not talking to u, then u are merely one.(jebon, thats it)

10.If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
no, life is supposed to flow as it is, windy or not.

11.Think any of your ex's feel the same?
i dun give a damn.haha, im not returning to the ol shit ya all.

12.Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend/boyfriend?
i am.yeah.cocky gila tapi aku seorang penyayang and a real romantic.hahahahha.geli dowh.

13.Have you been in an abusive relationship?
abusive physically, no.mentally, im pretty much still sane.

14.Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
hem..maybe.but not to all life events.

15.Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes.happened and still is happening

16.Do you want to get married?
i do. be married n have kids and move to another country.(we talked about it kan nadya kan???)

17.has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
emm emmm..yes.

18.Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
i dont believe in being a b*****d and liking someone's bf, hubby or fiance for god sake.

19.Does heartbreak really feel as badas it sounds?
not realy.it does, but u'll get tamed by it.ngehhh

aku tag semua yg baca.kalau berani sila buat.

lifetime free flyin.woot!!!

IN-FLIGHT DELIVERY-MALAYSIAN GIVES BIRTH ON PLANE

Friday, Oct13

KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia – An official says a Malaysian woman has given premature birth to a boy on a domestic flight, minutes before it landed in Kuala Lumpur.

Liew Siaw Hsia gave birth on budget carrier AirAsia's flight from Penang to Kuching on Wednesday.

AirAsia spokesman Nazatul Mokhtar said Friday that the flight was diverted to nearby Kuala Lumpur for an emergency landing when Liew started labor pains.

A doctor on the flight helped the 31-year-old deliver while the plane was still 2,000 feet (600 meters) in the air in its final approach to land.

Nazatul says both the mother and baby are healthy and will get lifetime of free flights. He says Liew was 27 weeks pregnant, 11 weeks short of the full term.

why la u choose air asia?why not MAS mehhhh

back to the scene ya people!

yeah i know i know.ive been sluggishly lazy to update anything on everythin happened for the past 2 months.too many actually, i've kinda forgetting what's all the fuss about jotting everythin in the blog.guess i have to cramp everythin in a small short summary of what ive been up to for the past months, havent i?

1)we had a helluva fun in goldcoast n brissy.yeah like u dun know bout it already.just go dig our pics in facebook u get what i mean.
2)met tis particular newzealander guy on the way to aussie, must say that he is one kewl guy!:)
3)am goin to hit phuket next week.lai lai..loi loi kratonggg..
4)my court case is still pending and it's been 2 years mostly now.wayyy freakin long!
5)dramas unfold in the family, and to that one strong women i know close in the family, u dun need a crap like him to make u happy!
6)am still not making any efforts of transferring to any part of malaysia.not yet.still deliberating.
7)got 'fresh meats' in the office.good timing!no more handling 5 classes per sem.
8)azlin n amiya are about to pop anytime soon.so yeah, more babies to the units.coochie cooingg coooo...!!
9)getting the promotion to one stage higher.more promotion, more moolah, more trips.:)
10)bein in a love hate 'ship if u can call it:)

monday tigtagtow

Here are the rules - post this list on your profile replacing my answers with yours.

Tag 25 people to do the same thing.

If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
definitely not after a serial raper or a killer

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
what an absurd question.cry??cryy????

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
why not.my 'a' and my 'o' are almost similar they look like oranges.sui'generis!!

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
human's.i love cheap..sleazy gossips on yours!

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
if i am pregnant, then i'll be the gossip of the town.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
why not.im kooky.don't u just love kookiness?

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
my sarcasm are too merciful for its standard.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
check!

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
suicidal escapade?count me in.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
i am all about fatty nutrients nowadays.so please feed me roti canai instead

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
my stiletos do not require to be untied

13. WHAT IS/ ARE YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
anything sour and makes ur tongue turns colour

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Their smell

15. RED OR PINK?
Definitely red.red is sexy.red is me.ahhahahha. (lawak malam khamis)

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
My disorganized set of chompers.geez..i really need to get it fixed.

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST ?
My parents.my cats.my bed.my old self.

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
Yes, because im a snoop.

19. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
white short with pink dotted flowers.i don't wear shoes to bed.im not that kinky.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
The whizzing fan right above the head.n the cricket too

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
black.it's cryptic.

23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
smell of grasses after the heavy rain.and the smell of men with Acqua d Gio.swoon!!!!

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
azlin afzan.

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
she's my colleague.of course!

26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
I don't fancy sports that much

27. HAIR COLOUR?
black.i believe there are grey hairs in between

28. EYE COLOUR?
black

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
i am.i am rabun as heck.

30 FAVOURITE FOOD?
asam laksa

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
happy endings.cud live be that easy?

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
twilight twilight n more twilight

33. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
spageti strap.the same pair of my short pants.

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Both. they come in package, don't they?

36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
Banana Fritter!!

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
laughable jokes

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
sarcastic jokes


39.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
sweet valley twins.yeah crazy.it's like walkin down the memory lane

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
i dun have mouse pad.the mouse glides easily on the bedsheet

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
i can't remember!!!rerun of nanny diaries?or was it the game plan?or whattt???

42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
the heartbeats.when they find love.

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Neither.i prefer abba.

44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
u mean..vacationing?then it would be bali

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
I could recreate new lyrics for the song.i made it up .and i would piss u off for that because it wont make sense.

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
north!!im perlisian!!

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Everybody's!