it's nothing personal, it just business

y'know, after a while, u got tired with all the prerequisited routines you undergo everyday, and when the boredom struck, what else to do besides thinkin of doin sth extraordinaire.Yeah, not that i despise teaching.i love it.i love talking.i love my kids.but wouldnt it be nice to be given million of rm to start venturing into sth fresh, say, a business perhaps?So over pizza today, para-para self confessed businessman pun start brainstorming what shud be done if we ever becoming one of those movers and shakers(ceh...sila syiok sendri)

1)bridal boutique-uhh...i always love bridal, be it the gowns, the dais, the trays of hantaran, u name it.and been to jakarta and bandung really really makes me crazy of buying almost every pieces of bridal stuff becoz it was pretty stunning and devilishly cheap to the max!and i enjoy making people pretty, and look at them transformed.

2)nursery-acik thought of this one.why not?i might not have babies but i know im good with kids.kids love me.hahaha(yeah, if you can count on 2 innocent toddlers who have been the victims towards being the object of my affection). and trust me, people seek and hunt for nursery every minutes.and a major major fiasco just to find a good nursery and people whom u can trust to handle ur babies.and we provide good nursery and daycare centre to you, with the uniforms and all.(wahh..belum apa apa iklan dah kuar)

3)bookshop-oh total heavenly!oh tidak boleh.oh kerana maybe akan bangkrap sebab semua buku tak nak jual asyik nak habiskan baca dulu baru jual.

4)florist-another oh so heavenly.tapi jika tiada pembeli, what the heck im gonna do with all the flowers?buat ulam?and flower stinks like heck once it wilts.tapi saya sukalah if this gonna happen.especially those exotic flowers u rarely see.

5)kedai makan-people dig on food, right?yeah right.if the food is edible.and digestible.and tastes good.nak jadik restauranteur pun kena pandai bodek tukang masak kan?finding the killer one.let people coming back to ur lil eatery.sapa pulak nak jadik tukang masak aku?lina?mampus la dia masak nasik goreng daging hari hari.ahhah..

6)spa q-hehehe..cuz nadya wanted to do this.not bad eh?my masseuse would get this one loyal customer, tak payah tunggu org lain, boss je dtg mengurut hari hari.sekali lagi, probability untuk bangkrap sangat tinggi.ahhaha

is there any business i could lazily venture in and get like loads of cash in the end of the month?oh nak bisnes yang lakuuuu je sentiasa.ada ke?kalau ada silalah menjadi business partner saya.the he he..

salam maal hijrah

alhamdulillah..
wishing you good health, good fortune and neverending blessedness from Allah S.W.T
Selamat Menyambut Maal Hijrah 1430

he is the man of the year.hurreyy!

bon anniversaire, dear abah!!

my very first trial of triffle.mengghairahkan tak rupanya?

the birthday indulgence

guess what he is eyeing for? (it was the tembikai he first dig.hehe)

tepuk tepuk tepuk sambil potong kek (bapak aku bantai pakai kain pelekat je nih)

this was all came impulsive.mama wanted to fry behun that afternoon, and since we havent celebrate abah's bday, then it's gonna be his jubilation altogether

to abah, may god give u good health, good fortune and the neverending blessedness.

love you much,abah!

on the very day of christmas...


before the game started, kat belakang tu van kesayangan yb lie

nih le aku.tak bergaya lansung

yang mcm nak terbang ni anak laki yb lie.aku asyik hanjingkan dia je mula mula since byk masuk lonkang

aten and her smooth throw

peh ...kalau boleh pak aku ni nak masuk skali dlm lane

scoreboard.aku turn last.sempat hanjingkan untuk org lain.ahha

mlm pegi makan kat mycafe yg bes

WE HAD OUR OWN GAME OF BOWLING!!

hahaha..that was actually came in the very last minute, abah put our name to represent sena indah rukun tetangga for all rkt perlis bowling tournament in alor setar.caya tak?oh what the heck, since i am in perlis and we got enuff members in a team (mr rosli, aten , wen and yours truly, albeit semua pemain kecuali en rosli adalah pemain boling bukan tegar), why not giving it a round of game eh?
There were 4 rounds!40 chances of you to mislocate your fingers and arm's joint, and that exclude chances of you making ultimate fool of yourself untuk bola masuk lonkang since all the teams were GOOD!!nampak je muka pakcik pakcik, but terer siak!they even brought their own balls (hahahha..no shitty joke here please) to battle us.
did we win?Entahlah noks..mak pun tak tau..hahahha..since we were all went home once our game was over.gila penat n didnt think we cud wait any longer.nak menang hapa...most of our initial game saw the balls got into the lonkang je.haha..ada hati nak menang tu!

...

even what we had were not always all bed of roses
even what we had were not always the bluest of sky
even what we had were not always contentedness

but still...

i am wishing u the happiest birthday and may the Allmighty god bring you the most amazing years to come

insya allah.

ho ho ho

AS THE CHRISTMAS IS TO BE MERRY..

WISHING YOU ALL A GOOD JOLLY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY GOBBLING ON EGGNOG AND TURKEY!

gurldiks nite:)

now now people..this is the answer of me missing sans blogging. the past 2 weeks were all went to sashaying and shaking the bon bon.i did what i love the most!apa lagi, berdansa la!.the college came out with nite appreciating the lecturers, and us the girldixs came with the hilarious, if not the most syok sendri act, dancing the beat to sugar sugar and oh carol, and sum part of samseng kampung dusun drama tryin to flirt with nother 2 girldixs tapi bolayan.ha mcm tu la lebey kurang ceritanya.tapi seriously hilarious and wildly funny!!dgn acik with her gelimot act, and with the help of the sidekick lia, cuba mengurat itu dua gadis di tepian pantai.and us??we danced to the 60s, posing on stage with the pareo and siap dengan bunga kalung lagik.hahah..belasah je la noks!
and the cherry on the top?


FIRST RUNNER UP BABE!!!hahahaahaaha.


arriving at vistana, checkin the stage, plus posing syok sendri!

yang kiri sekali tuh le managernye.smalam dia belanja makan mee kari syukri sebab menang nombot dua.yehuu..

samseng kampung dusun, ahli band, penari kabaret silver tortoise dgn gadis pantai yg eksyen

posing lagi..after last pektis ni

tuh dia, i told u, posing baik punya promot pareo.lina, apa motif ko angkat ketiak nih?

samseng kampung dusun geng sarip dol dgn keganasan menguratnya

cis nampak separuh je muka aku

gedik lagii..

post dance.soryle syida, muka kau kena caras ngan amiyah dan bling bling nya.ehheheh..

lapar hokayyy!

the he he he he he he....

so what if we only got the hamper?
jealous much since u cant do what we did?:)

tanjobi omedeto gozaimasu !!

a grrrreat friend is like a good bra...

hard to find.supportive.comfortable.always lifts you up, never lets you down or leaves you hanging and is always close to your heart.

happy belated burfday amiya darling!!we love u lots like we love a good pair of lacy bra.the he he he..

dorkiness.the he he..

hola!bon bon

ikan baung and her stalker

mcm nak jadik vampire.a ah..vampire saiko.

kau tonyoh ke dalam ke tarik ke luaq menda tuh zarina?

mata bulat, idung bulat, pipi bulat, apa yg runcing aku pun tak tau

call me sexy!


sumtimes it is time to stop being pretty and let the foolishness does the talking.hak hak.

mis loba loba

somebody is in looooooove.ehhehehehhehe.so finally together getherlah?.cant wait to see him.hik hik.

adakah saya yang dilanda demam kecintaan ini?hahaha..
oh tidak...

an entry for my dear bhoot

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penang mali

yours truly is back to perlis for raya korban celebration, making a pitstop in penang for a night while waiting for ina's return.here's the pixies untuk tayangan bersama..hehaha..oh yeah...i discovered chawrasta..heaven to all the bookworms..swear to god!!thanks to acik for ever mentioning this lil heaven on earth.ahhahha..


on the way home to perlis..so there was no coherency of the pixel's order ye:)


she's gone crazy of smelling the books! in chawrasta:)

feery ride back to butterworth..jakun aku naik ferry okay


makan makan di padang kota..sorilah gambar makanan takde.

lai ..lai....pilih asam mari...

uncle kedai buku itu musti tensen ngan aku...asik ketik gambar je


piling up of books..the euphoria!

what la..!!

what's with TESLian and people against them?i just dun really get it, esp ecially when it comes from 'these' people.the one who supposed to tell people off nicely (if that irritates your eyes that much!).the ones who are smugly hiding their identities behind their so called tudungs.
Saturday.we were forced to attend this course (sumthing got to do with the youngsters and ways to educate em...AS IF!) under the organization of counselling department.oh, and the talk was given by this prof dr bla bla bla, from UKM, looking nice and demure at first with her baju kurung and tudung labuh (goshh..i am really not against these tudung labuh wearer..it just that sumhow their holier than thou attitudes 'amazed' me so much!).
at first everythin was A okay, up till she went meroyan and talked how she despises lecturer bahasa inggeris yang amik TESL in UKM , with their oh so sexy attires and 'slutty' attitudes (if that how she puts lecturers who sits on the table sambil goyang goyang kaki).cmon la, u were paid to give talks, and stop the crap about how to do this n that, much to the amusement of us english lecturers.dia ingat kolej ni takde english lecturers datang her talks ke that she makes the total chances to bash the TESLian wrong doins?where is ur etiquette?and that comes from a person who being awarded a doctor?a judgemental and bias much?
oklah, sum of her points might be based on the demented reality.TESLian memang hingar bingar.that just us.carilah mana mana TESLian kat Mesia ni who are not outspoken and all merry. really..u cudnt really point out one.sexiness??hello..pakai baju kurung pun eventually kena stamped sexy jugak kat dahi.Just because they are TESLian.that's why.oh belum lagi masuk bab how we talked, laughed (kadang kadang mcm hyena, yes.).but we are not hypocrite, better than those who looked all so modest and decent..and all of sudden..wallaaa..ha kau, kena tangkap basah sana sini.
enjoy amik TESL ni actually.pahala lebih.income dr org mcm dr bla bla bla.hahahah...

romanceless

oii...what was the most romantic thing hang penah buat dulu to ur bf?

romantic thing?
ROMANTIC?

goshh..i seriously cant remember.at least vividly,albeit considering myself as a sucker for all things sugary sweet in love affairs, i cudnt sumhow recall those i considered romantic.lia texted me just now asking what she cud do to celebrate her boyfriend's bday, besides the usual celebration of cakes and pressie.well..just maybe, what i consider a simple act of gesture cud sumhow be the most romantic thing in his eyes..or vice versa.
and i told her this..

cook him a nice meal and write him a poem.straight from ur heart.

see..it's all about a mumsy act (c'mon ..i cooked ayam masak kicap yg penuh minyak n sayur campor yang lembik for lunch..the only lunch i cooked for the 4 years), but i believed i did it wholeheartedly.u know, waking up early, preparing the raw materials and dont get me started with all the extra effort to make the meal extra tasty as i am a total crap when it comes to cooking session).but all comes to senses when u know he wants to only eat what u cook for him.and without the needs to complain and grumble.
and i dont write a poem.i wrote the diary.and to be given when the perfect time comes.
i dont know.u might have different ways of showing him 143.more affectionate that yours truly maybe.

urghh..maybe i shud just get myself romance for dummies book and start to learn again.

merely words

demmit..i make a guy lose 15kg and the funniest part is..i hardly remembered making such bet.

ehheh..oh no..no..this guy got nuthin to do with my personal life.just a fren i crossed path with, just a buddy i went out for a late nite cuppa at a mamak stall, just a buddy that cud take up a notch to the challenge i gave.

seriously...aku lansung tak ingat.

after these while

i'm walking away
from the troubles in my life
i'm walking away
to find a better day

sometimes some people get me wrong
when it's something that i said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that's why you turn and run

but now i truly realize
some people don't wanna compromise
well i saw them with my own eyes
spreading those lies

well i dont wanna live a lie
too many sleeples nights
not mentioning the fights
im sorry to say

im walking away
from the troubles in my life
im walking away
to find a better day

(walking away: craig david)

lazy bum part 2

see the messy room?now that's what happened when SIRIM thingy is just around the corner, and u have been procrastinating all the yearly works needed to be done in a year, but only got the time (?) to start it the night before the internal audit.i am so malasss!!!!in between the works, still able to feed myself with 2 bowl of lontong and plums.and yeah, sufficient inputs of cheap gossips from the internet.hehe

slinky kitty..or plain lazy?

when all u tink is just being lazy...

well...this cat is far ahead from you!

the day i am a golddigger

saturday morning, i was handed this necklace n its locket by mum.she referred it as her good luck charm.well, i like the locket, as it resembles a bunch of grapes made from jade.takdelah berlian bling bling ke apa, but it's cute enuff.the problem is...

i dun do gold.i hate wearing jewelry.i only wear it on the special event basis..like hari raya (the first day..i repeat..only on the first day).i love makeups..but i hate gold.that probably makes me 'half women'.(perempuan yang asli minat makeup dan simpan barang barang kemas ni.gedditt??)

emotion sickness

oh..i am not sick.neither my emotion or my being.it just the title of silverchair's number i was once so crazy of.and kebetulan my mum was switchin thru the channel n tetiba stopped at @15 and there it was..silverchair vidclip.adakah silverchair telah mempengaruhi emakku?

on a second thought, i might be sick emotionally.

kerana apa?

kerana i was so a moron to NOT LOCK MY CAR IN KUANTAN FOR ALMOST A WEEK NOW, AND ONLY BEING TOLD BY MY NEIGHBOUR JUST A SECOND AGO!!!

doink!!i was so forgetful, i thought i had locked the car.definitely, since i drove acik's hubby's car to kl.thank god my car was nicely parked under the porch out of the scorch of sunlight, and yes it is parked within my college vicinity. just imagine if i left my car at ina's, for a week, without locking the door?nasib baik je la kalau nampak tyre mark sekalipun kan?

and thanks to silverchair, now i feel like rummaging thru my old stuff and checked my collection of silverchair's memorabilia.mana la aku letak kaset silverchair dulu ek?

IM TAGGING EVERYBODY TO DO THIS!!

senarai kesyukuran

Caranya mudah:
1. Tajuk, Senarai Kesyukuran {insert nama anda, nama glemer atau tidak, terpulang}
2. Tuliskan semua benda tentang hidup anda, baik atau buruk.
3. Letakkan Saya bersyukur di hadapan setiap ayat tadi untuk mengubah semua ayat baik atau buruk kepada ayat baik dan positif.
4. Boleh dibuat dalam semua bahasa.
5. Saya bersyukur boleh ditukar kepada Saya gembira atau Saya bernasib baik. Tapi kalau begitu lebih baik tajuknya Senarai Kegembiraan atau Senarai Kenasib Baikkan. So jangan susahkan diri.

SENARAI KESYUKURAN ROZLIN SUHAIDA

sila abaikan gambar leher tengkuk ayam ini.akibatnya mengguna self timer:)

1. i am forever thankful to being blessed with good health, both physically and mentally.sihat walafiat walaupun tak makan makanan berkhasiat dan vitamin c.

2. i am thankful for the healthy beings of my financial matter even i am still in debt for my car loans, loans n more loans.

3.i am thankful for the loveliest bunch of the family members, if not the prettiest.cant never ask for the clone of my parents and siblings.hey, give them credits..they put up with me for 28 godem years!

4. i am thankful for the buddies i have and have had.i love them for what they do and have done, and sumtimes it is just beyond words how far a friend can save your soul.and for the best of friend, u know i owe u lots zar.

5. i am thankful for the good job n good pay (?) i have in this tempat jin bertendang. a beggar cant be choosy, i am not a beggar, so i can be choosy, but i choose not to be choosy (apa kau merapek ni setannnn!!!)

6. i am thankful becoz of thos job n good pay (?), i am able to feed my adrenaline for the lust of travelling, be it abroad or just simply langkawi.bali, singapore, jakarta, bandung, medan and apa lagi...new yorkkkkk (letak saja disini walaupun belum lagi.heheh...)

7. i am thankful i am named rozlin suhaida, not some sort of names a weirdo would apply. and be it that my name sounds nice on ur lips (cuba cakap lyn byk byk kali..ada irama kah?)

8. i am thankful i know how to recite quran, tat i discreetly knew tat my mum would belasah me if i didnt finish muqadam n quran..even on the perk of life that i was so into dancing and all the artsy stuff back in my school years.

9.i am thankful that i hate smoking. one puff per life (zaman gatal nak experience menda menda bongek).no way im gettin to it..ever ever again.

10.i am thankful i dun hate smokers. susahla aku nak dpt bf mcm ni..ramai plak jantan yang smoking tu..hahahha

11.i am thankful for the ability i have in creating my own lyric when i cudnt recall the original lyric of the song.to the fact that i am thankful becoz my disability has make people to poke fun at me and thus make em remember me for the rest of their life:).hehehhehe...

12.i am thankful coz i experience the greatest love,the terrible heartache, the loved and being loved, the smooch and the fight, the break ups and make ups.only that i know i am stronger and wiser and bitchier..not:)

toy and mok..status kekeluargaan tak diketahui.

13. i am thankful coz i have my cats who despite gonna poo and pee whenever n wherever they feel like it, they r gonna be the ones i 'turn' to on the downdest moment. sumtimes it is just easier talkin to beings who cant talk as they cant bable back atcha:)

14. i am thankful coz i know how to be thankful.

15. i am thankful i dun have terrible chronic disease.(as long as being too emotional and attached wont be considered as disease.or the acute anxiety on the dentist and stuff)

16. i am thankful that despite my kepala angin and panas baran, i have the softer side in me.that i love people i love. too much in fact.and i wud never bully cats, biawak, or apa saja minatang, or hit em on the road like a crazy lunatic driver.

17.i am thankful...that finally my internet connection at home is behaving well.YEHUUUUU!!

18.i am thankful that my siblings, my sisters specifically still entrust me with all sort of gossips of their lives and not afraid to hear whatever i wud say.

19. i am thankful that despite all the gibberish ramblings and the thoughtless thought i have had here, the web counters almost hit 500.hehehhe..

20.i am thankful that finally i am able to do things without people askin me to, and not bound to follow people say n wish.

21. i am thankful sebab hari ni bebual mesra dgn brader tmnet yg ckp aku nye username sgt comel.hahahha..gatai.

22.i am thankful for my sense of humor (level of stupidity and maturity will be determined soon).jelik tak jelik korang ketawa je kan?kannnn?

23. i am thankful coz i know how to value good food, am not being the picky eater (even i dun do veggie, ikan - ikan sungai, petai, paru, limpa, hati, bla..bla..bla..).

24. i am thankful coz i am not socially retarded.i can mingle.i am all good when it comes to talking to strangers.i even talk to the women who destroyed my engagement.i can.providing the assurance that u are not crazy and know how to reply to my utterances:)

25. i am thankful for who i am.i am not revengeful.smirk all you want.but as i keep on saying, if i try to hate, then i hate to try.

26. i am thankful coz my mum is one good cook even if is just a can of sardine she just know how to turn it good.and her sambal?blast off habis!

27. i am thankful for i know whoever i end up marrying soon, he will have the fair share of love that my parents cud give. its not a guarantee, but it's the belief that they always put in me

28.i am thankful i am a muslim and not solely claiming one.

29.i am thankful coz i am a good driver. i drive fast and still obedient to the rules of the traffic. (siapa naik keretaku sila pakai tali pinggang.cool ke tak cool ke aku tanak korang mati percuma tak pakai tali pinggang keledar).

30.i am thankful i am able to do finish this.(kalau mati before tekan butang publish cemana?tak sempat nak baca aku nye 'rambleness' kan kan???

there i did it.and u know what...there are thousands..if not billions more to express the thankfulness.given it a time and space and it does you good:).as one of the my fav blog says, if one of the above has been shut of and been taken away, i am still proud to say that i do have my 29 more:).

menciknye!!!

i hate the internet connection back home and you dont wanna know where the heck i am blogging rite now!!!..updates when im truly back to kuantan.

ps: cc ni charge aku rm2.50 sejam.mahal ke?

akulah gergasi itu

i tink i shud just change my blog to penny for food, rather than penny for a thought, coz i realized that 80% of my ramblings and whatsnot are all based on the glory of food, be it like what i ate, what luncheon we went to, what party be it next bla bla bla.and then, just so you know, im gonna talk about what i did for my luncheon hour today...which was off to BASKIN ROBBINS!
well, the initial plan was to belanja us for the baskin robbins' cake.oh lupa lak..nih zarina punya treat for her belated birthday.rasa nak meletup perut even for only 2 scoops of icecream.i chose the combination of berry berry strawberry and the strawberry cheesecake.much to my dear friends' amazement and amusement, i was able to finish the whole scoops okayyyyy!!sila tabik hormat pada aku.ckp lagi aku slalu tak habis makanan!ahhahah..

oh sebelum mula aktiviti melantak ice cream, my stomach was growling hard n ive told everyone (terima kasih for my big mouth!) that im gonna get those big apple donuts on my way home, twister kfc and a starbuck marchiato (yet again!).but on my last spoonful of the icecream, perut aku mula la nak terjeluak, tak rasa nak makan apa apa dah.aku relaaa.....gelakkan la kat aku...for all my cakap besar and grediness!!!!aku tak kisahhhhhhh...mak tak kisahhhh...biar!! biar!!!

unfortunately, i can just only plan.

nak meletup perut macam mana pun, tetap bawak balik twister kfc dgn big apple donuts.ehhe...

those 48hrs...

ive changed to about 6 templates for my blog in the last 48 hours.geez...i shud know there's the better thing to indulge in besides changing the background every now n then.saja..experimenting with those oh so pretty backdrops and looks how it changes ur page and give additional lift up element to it..(hahhaha..i so dont need to justify myself aite?).went to kuantan n secured myself the ticket home to perlis this friday.balik lagi!hhehe..
my cough is gettin better (not that anyone askin anyway:)), but the mucus..??!!!..it gets stuck on my nostril n just before i got myself into a light nap this evenin (if u cud call a 2 hrs nap as a lite one!), i needed to breathe thru my mouth!.rasa mcm ikan gopi pun ada jugak.and my nose have those 'bebulu' condition (when it gets all dry and the skin keeps peeling off).benci aku!like i need to make it moist all the time by applying moisturiser and lotion n thus resulted to my bling bling nose reflection.(bling bling bukan sebab aku nak jadi 50 cents ke puff daddy ke apa ye..bling bling sebab hidung aku berkilat kilat for that extra moisturising effect).
my stomach doesnt do me justice either.felt bloated.blamed for all the sushis/caramel macchiato/burger daging cafe admin i had tis afternoon.erkk...erkk..je tak abis abis dr tadi and had been burping like crazy.
nak mandilah kejap.kalau mandi pukul 12 mlm kang dpt paru paru berair.ehheheh

and you called that a weekend.

if u are picturing my deepavali hols full of socialising events, then u are wrong.ive spent my whole hols doing sth that i know i wont regret doin even if it eats the whole holidays i had, which is to go home to perlis and visit my 'padaiyappa' in the hospital.never realised that abah's condition has forced him to undergo an operation, n that sumhow explained of his suffer from the neverending fever n whats not.went to kl on friday, yeah it's not 7am as i imagined it wud be, it was close to noon when i actually drove myself out from kuantan.picked aten n went for her party dress hunting in bangsar n damansara.ended up with me buying a nice black spageti dress which i didnt even intend to buy in the first place.gosh...i am soo buying it just becoz the shop got a pleasant salesgirl!called home n then we got to know that abah's condition was not improving n doc suggested he went for an operation to remove his 'boil', if u wanna name it that way.

saturday mornin-went to pudu with the rest of rosli's clan for the ticket hunting.boy, aint easy finding a ticket home when u gotta fight the throng of people heading back to their hometown!luckily we got ourselves return ticket, just the matter of time before all the tickets were sold out.since the ticket said 1030pm, we spent the rest of the afternoon lepakin at aten's place in bangsar.lepak lepak borak borak dan tido tidoan.reaching perlis at almost dawn, about 5am or so.mandi lebih kurang n drove mama's car to kedah medical centre.abah's op was due in the afternoon, but later being reschedule since his blood level were really high.about 18!needed an insulin to stabilise his glucose level.lepak lepak ngan abah n dok perabiskan duit mama suh dia belanja makan kat cafe spital.

sunday afternoon-abah went to the op theater.sempat lagi buat lawak before he being pushed on the cart.."org masuk teater pakai baju kot, aku masuk teater pakai baju nampak montot".hahahha..very not funny at the moment u know.

sunday afternoon noon-still waiting for abah to come out.lama jugak.went in at about 3 sth, n finally went out at almost 5pm.

sunday evening-being 'halau'ed by mama.wanted us to go home n rest since aten n i nye bus departs at 930 am in the mornin.she wanted us to go home n sleep well.sian kat mama je would be left alone in the hosp.after much assurances and urges, we left her with abah which was still under sedation.

monday morning-drove to kmc as early as 7am.met abah n mama.stay till about 9am n headed to bus station for the route back to kl with aten.glad to see abah was awake n dah boleh amik breakfast.

monday afternoon-reaching kl, took kebal from paen, sent aten back to ipba n drove back to kuantan.

yes i know.t'was supposed to be really tiring day all in all, but no qualms there.seeing abah even if it is just a day,to make sure that he is okay, is all that worth.:)

cough cough.

was supposed to go to kl in the afternoon, but due to the unhealthy being of yours truly, then have to reschedule the plan.cewahh..reschedule tuh...!i was down with sore throat n mild cough.got to be the weather since it hasnt stop pouring in the afternoon, well..almost every afternoon now it seems.since syida is already left to kl earlier n i was soooo lazy to cook, just opt for a pasar malam satay to ease the hunger pang.thought of goin to bed early since the initial plan is to 'gerak khas' ke kl as early as 7am, but got so engrossed with my new project i only realized it is almost 11.30pm n i have yet to pack my clothes!well then got to sign it off now:)

on the other note..emot is discharged and abah hasnt being well for almost a week now.i am worried of him and most probably thinking of goin straight to perlis.guess tis is just the unwell month for everybody, eh?

letter to pocoyo

dear my universe..

please get better..mummy really really sicks knowing that you are sick.if only mummy knows what mummy should do.gosh, do you know how much u mean to mummy?mummy just wants the best for you even if mummy needs to go to the end of the world to find you the cure.

right now, mummy is looking at you sleeping.for these past few days, mummy is in the downdest moment.my beloved son is sick.do you know how u freak mummy out just by not having a healthy poo?do you know how lil sleep that mummy had these days, worrying and checkin so you would not befall with this unknown sickness again?do you know, mummy cursed the illness and hoping that it would be mummy instead who is sick?

so dear, please..please...get better.dun let mummy worries again.mummy just 'crumple like a cheap tracing paper' thinking of u.

mummy might not be able to jot this down for you since mummy is nursing you in the hospital, but mummy knows...if these going to be translated into words, then these are what mummy would feel..

mummy erin.

do you KNOW me?

ouuuh...2 entries in a nite?..now that's what we called bloggingbug:)

STATE 10 WEIRD HABITS OR LIL KNOWN FACTS ABOUT YOURSELF:

1) i hate slimey creatures..namely cacing n ulat (just to write the names themselves give me shiver..iyarkkhh).i dun fool around when it comes to these 2 creatures.how to put it so u wud understand perfectly eh?mcm ni la...let say dekat plastik sampah yg disimpan 3 4 hari lupa nak buang (i know it gross, but it happened.heheh), u cud see that tiny teeny lil creatures climbing on top (double iyarrkhh!!), saya sanggup kemas bilek anda selama sebulan as long as u wud help me throwin the whole things out (things= pakej sampah dan ulat ulatan).in nother occasion, i used to bail out from washing the vege once stumbled on ulat daun, which surely resulted in Puan Inson babbling nonstop.aaaaa...tak sanggup!so, i STILL DUN GET why people venture themselves into this cacing enterpreneuring stuff.tak ke gila.ternak ayam itik je tak boleh ke?

2)i talk to my car.i am not crazy.it just that i believe u shud talk good things to him (my car is a him.ye aku gatal.tapi dia suka selak kain perempuan).i motivate him before the long journey like..err..on a second thought, tak payah la bagitau.mcm jijik je dialognye pun.hahha..i thank him once reaching the journey.and i normally plead him not to cause any trouble when the payday is still far. and oh, i called myself kakak.hahahha (aku dah kata bunyinya jijik).

3)i HAVE to sleep in an uncreased bedsheet.even if i am really really late to work n cudnt make up the bed, it has to be well made before i sleep.akan tarik cadar kemas kemas, susun all the haiwan nicely on the position..dan terjun ke katil untuk tido.heheh.kerja sia sia. (pls refer to the above pic untuk gambar 'sebelum')

4)i am one of those supercry you know.i cried watching sad cartoon (The Lion King..boleh?), i cried for julia roberts in My Best Friend's Wedding.i cried for the fights i have had with my siblings and good friends.i cried when i felt my parents being biased (perasaan bodoh di kala anda belum baligh).i cried for other people's sadness (lost of mother, unhealthy being of a son etc),i still cry for my late angah and wan kulim, i cried for all my dead cats and recently, i cried for pakcik teksi yang grad dapat phd itu.meroyan takk?..:)

5)i am a movie freak.bukan sebab aku gila movie...bukan.freak here means that if i am obsessed with one movie, let say..cerita Taal yang ada aishwarya rai tu, i wud google to know the movie bloopers, beli kaset yang full soundtrack lagu lagu dia (hahah..beli kat Mydin je nak) dan layan cerita Taal versi TAMIL sampai habis walaupun subtitle tak kuar kuar sampai ending!.

6)another must have session.i must HAVE my lipstick/glosses/vaseline at all time except at home laaa...gila apa tenyeh lipstick dok umah je kan?even the taintest color would do.i dun want to be mistaken of having fever/illness/being unwell...yet again.seriously!gila pucat muka aku takde lip..lapliplap merahnya makngah (dialog iklan bank dolu dolu).huahhaha.

7)saya tengah/pernah (which i hope 'pernah') menjadi seorang yang panas baran.and not proud of it.i cursed on the road (aku tau mak aku baca ni nanti..huhuh) sumtimes i just wonder how a person who is sensitive and romantic at heart (YES, i am), cud have all the anger.but the good thing is, i dun keep the anger long.the anger subsides less than an hour.and i dun keep hatred on people, no matter how bad things are.i just can't.

8)aku takut doktot gigi, which explain why sum of the gigi aku tak pegi sekolah.hahhah

9)while i was a kid, i most probably was the naughtiest kid in the neighbourhood.stakat hanger besi (bukan pelastik hanger mcm zaman skarang ye), ranting jambu, getah paip air, feather duster, joran..dah rasa belaka.and i stole buah mata kucing jiran on the way pegi ngaji quran.and korek makan kacang dari plastik yang terbukak kat kedai and..tahap kedekut nak mampus. i was so stingy...not with my belonging, but with all my makciks and pakciks n my tok n wan 's belonging.jangan harap nak pinjam basikal wan aku, unless you wud want to hear me scream n shout like a banshee.

10)i am a hopeless romantic at heart.ye..sila rasa geli dgn statement ini:)

DONE!now..i am tagging:

a)acikcik ke cik kebom

b)nadya e.

and everyone who likes and enjoy cut n paste (since aku dpt ni dgn cara itu.huhuahuah...)

pot luck get together gether!

gambar-gambar bukan hiasan.gambar sebenar.sila rasa lapar:)


ini bukan bahan basah.ini adry

jeng..jeng..jeng...syida and i did tis for the luncheon!

kukusan rahsia....

nasi impit mini yang indah

tangan syida dan kacang panjang

ini bukan bazar ramadan

all about fat, carb and heaven..hehehhe..

well..i only reached lina's place at almost 4pm due to the unhealthy condition of emot.acik and i rushed him to HTAA to seek further treatment since his bloody poo poo wont stop.acik was crazily worried about emot's condition and i did too.sian kat gelimot.whats with the flu, cough and bad poo poos.so after sending acik and her son to HTAA (we get thru every stages of examining emot before he was admitted to pediatric ward), and rushing to lina's for zuhur prayer, then it came to my awareness....MAK OII.. BANYAKNYA MAKANAN!seriously!it cud feed the whole Tanzania.ckp je jenis carbs apa semua ada.hahahha!they got behun siam, mee calong, laksa, prawn olio, lontong (cehh...nak sebut jugak tu.huhu),caramel apa ntah namanya, cheesecake,cucur udang (the real cucur udang yang ada udang ...bukan stakat letak udang kecut mcm kat pasar malam tuh ye) and buah buahan dan air airan.since ive gotten my lunch with acik at the hospital cafe, so i was kinda dealing with the bloated tummy n cud eat just a lil.

writing tis has sumhow resulted in growlin tummy.ceh!