girls' daynite out

on the boxing day..
* we had a great outing.i mean we, the girls (mom included).heading up to penang, gps'ing the road (we used the human gps which means that's what mom is for.ahahhaha), got stuck in few roads n junctions, some u-turns and i would safely say that u cant trust me on penang road, every nook and cranny.still.

*hitting a very packed chawrasta, again.this time eena wanted to see it for real, and the euphoric feeling of seeing the book is surging again.i am ever elated.

*wolfing down food at padang kota.charkoayteaw rm8 and a huge plate of rm15 pasembor of absolute variants to enlighten your tastebud. plus the ais kacang and nasik goreng kicap daging rm5.emm....gluttony at fault.

*having the very nightmarish experience for every female driver behind the wheel at nite (my nitemare, at least).the tyre of the kembara nearly exploded if not because of the crazy klunk klunk sound it made and how the whole car kept on vibrating and quivering when it reached 80km/ph.and the tyre man who was stopping by to change the tyre (seems like we were the damsel in distress.haha), keep on trying to feed us ghost stories.mind you, we stopped the car at almost 730 pm and it was all dark n 'junglish'.

*we had fun gigling, laughing, talking and bi***ing.ada sesapa nak terasa disini?

this the jolly celebration

am wishing all celebrating a merry jolly christmas and hope the year ahead brings more wonderful stories to be shared.

merry ho ho ho ho holiday!

xoxo
misslyn

keja gila. gilaaa!

having fun and having to do all the dirty work in order to have fun are never ever going to be a great combination!period.i just dun get it.u call this appreciation nite whatever it is when you , in fact, gotta organize everything for ur own jubilation??whateheck. and please..like we have nothing else to do than being there in the hotel till 11 pm when all we cud think of is to b there early to our 8am class the next day.yeah i woke up late today coz i was so freaking tired!.geramnyaaaaa.....
why cant you people,just give us space to enjoy our dinner rather than running here n there in heels just to make sure everything is dem organize.sorrylah, i rather get my money burn n rather dig my face on a plate of a mamak mee goreng than pakai cantik cantik tapi end up not enjoying any single thing of it!erghhhhh!!!!!!
sorry la mom, gotta be a whiny biatch for today.tiredness rules everything.thank you very mucho

saltwater room

time together is just never quite enough
when you and i are alone, ive never felt so at home
what will it take to make or break this hint of love
we need time, only time

(owl city, the saltwater room, 2009)

irresponsibly happy

the hardest job is making one you care the most in his happier state, no matter how he keeps on saying this aint your responsibility.
it just me.i cant change something within me, the inner me.i care on people i love the most.even it breaks me.it is suffocating, yes i know but i take my chances.
coz chances are not going to be with you the next day, probably. at least i know what i do best and get something out of things i do best. and if i fail, then i know i failed good.


just going to be in my vanilla twilight.

almost close to go clubbin.ahahhahaha

well , the weekend started off with me having to attend a course.on saturday.kinda bummer since i had to abort the plan of going to kl to berjimba.haha.i am so wanna go shopping!!and not helping that charles n keith is having the sale of the year!but am not gonna complain much, shud be thankful this course somehow helps adding up to my 7 day prerequisite courses throughout the year.yeah, been missing few courses since i had to attend the hearing.in fact, nother one is coming up real soon.so....cant wait.
so right after the course, acik n i dashed to catch our movie, Jump.one heck a funny movie, i know stephen chow wont be any dissappointment.haha.the first laugh was when we noticed our movie seating arrangement.much to the amusement!whats with our seat being place farrrrr away from any human being (funny enough there werent many people watchin it.maybe because we had the earliest show for Jump).remember about the splattered popcorn, zarina?the seat was a real mess it feels like there are kiddies sitting!anyway, we had real laugh.easily a distress kinda movie if u stuck with those state of emotional inconsistency.really a laughable movie!
so whats next?goin home?nahhh..hit the holler room thats it!!they got this new karaoke premise next to the movie theater.enough to satisfy my lust for redbox session tho!rm15 for 30 minutes and the choices of song aint that bad (aint bad at all .they got alicia keys ya'all!.thats what im saying:).so for the next one hour, we warbled the best we can (which i can see the other side of zarina.ahhaha..i know u gonna get hooked babeyyy!).went lepaking at kopitiam for an hour.hey, 2 throaty crooners need to have their caffein fixed, dont they??so, going home now u say?no no no.
coz its gonna be nother movie session for us!and this time is storm warrior(only now we noticed that we chose hongkong movies back to back!).thought it gonna make me sleepy since i hadnt catch the first installment, but heck i was wrong.been awoke the whole 2 hours and almost gonna laughed seeing this one gent next to acik who was literally snoring.ahhahah..and i thought action anime movie gonna make a girl yawned!
so at what time all this madness ends?
we reached home at almost 3am.and it had been realy really a great great out!!

maniac mane

the maggi and the spageti (circa 2007)

i am in a serious need of a new hair revamp. i dun care wether he likes it or not, am gonna do all the chop chop thingy.im tired waking up to a fuzzy and unruly hair (noted:it does look good after the shower tho, the curls n everythin, but it compromises nothin when it's all dry). and since my hair is thicker than the rest of any normal human being, it took hour to get dry before i can wear my scarf.acik called it lion mane. j called it lionnes, even in a sense of awe.hahah..

i was born with curly hair, u know that kinda hair when it gets real frizzy?i had to live with scrunchy and hairband all the time and silently revenging that one day it gonna get schooled.so yeah, on the elevation of my teenage angst, i straightened it, much to my mom's bewilderment and annoyance.well, i thought i looked good until i got it all bored n boring

so yes, i recurl it.

so you see, it is always good to feel good about ur own natural being.in my case, the insane mane.went to have proper treatment before the last raya (the coloring and recurling), but was told that my coif is as curly as it shud be, which needed no treatment whatsoever (or so the stylist said).j said it is okay, the way it is now, n think im in no need to do any chopping.come on, i cant take a guy opinion into account, can i?even joke that i might go all britney (sans the hair, not the underwear) n if i ever thought of doin that, he wud love having the honor to shave it.haha.

so what now?for the sake of easy maintaining, i really cant wait to make it tame.it's bein out on the wild sometimes now:).

chop chop!

meet you there

If we could sit together a moment
And talk forever just to pass the time
I would smile as the shivers and chills run down my spine
With your eyes are locked on mine

Oh we will fill the metro skies with country air
And when you close your tired eyes I'll meet you there
I'll meet you there

Deep inside of you there’s a ruby glow
And it gets brighter then you and I will ever know
There’s a rushing sound that surrounds us when we walk alone
And it’s everything we've never known

Wander down the street
And I would be the pavement beneath your feet
If we could just be immobile for some time
And finally figure out the way we feel
About the missing puzzle pieces and cloudy question marks
It still looks a bit surreal

Oh I tend to disappear here and there
So concentrate and you’ll feel me everywhere
And well feel the metro skies with country air
If you’re lost when you close your eyes I’ll meet you there

You could be anywhere
I’ll meet you there
You could be anywhere
Open your eyes and see everything you can be
I'll meet you there

(maybe i'm dreaming, owl city, 2008)

dec entry

okay.i got 5 mins to update my blog before my first class begins.

okay, blog been updated.

hehehe.nanti nantilah cerita lain.this is the entry for dec.at least i got one goin:P

auntie in love of these

yeah, these 2 lil tots are not mine, but they are the reasons i'm all laughing every morning, day and nite :)

sori le auntie mmg kuat menyakat.haha..

swing the mood away

Aiayayayyaya...after a few months back from the aussie trip, my immune system has sumhow surrendered.i got this itching throat, cold feet and somehow ulcer was confidently making its grand entrance all over again.bummer!!double bummer that im going to drive back to kl to meet my brother and heading back to perlis the very same nite.well, if only i cud muster some strength coz right now the only strength is to not falling asleep in the office.
And most probably im getting my period that i felt everything happens so wrongly, please blame the mood swing anyway.well,adding to the insanity, he kinda ticked me off for not bein there when i needed him to talk.
yeah, im definitely getting my period anytime soon.

go on and block everythin.we got streamyx still!ahha

24 degree and the humidity just like u r living in Fork.haha.just wait for the vampire to pop out and fall in love:).anyway, coldness and me are 2 intolerable objects.yeah i dun really like coldness eventho i cud comprehend rain. i cud go chattering my teeth while talking to you.and this is when the pashmina comes in handy.brrr..
anyho', the college is somehow goes berserk filtering all sort of websites.and they even block youtube for now.urghh...and im freaking sure they about to block friendster, myspace, facebook and all sort of social networking (yeah baby, YM included.).am not so sure about blogs, cud make it to the list too maybe.ishhhhh..where's fun in workin and doing work now?dont we need some sort of entertainment too?

err..najib does have facebook.how's that?

this is it

truthfully, i am not a person who really like retaliating, being in war of words agonizing me, but if route of my life requires me so, then i guess i cant forever stay mum.
i never say i am the sole victim in the game.people who are close to me are victims too.we are deluded to a game looked so genuinely pure in the beginning it ended up with more than handful of people got hurt.still, they were allowed to feel that.they've been betrayed.but if YOU, feel that in such situation u were the victim of everything too..then i don't know what kind of being are u.
let me tell you one thing, to know that "man"of your life cheated on you in no less than a month before the wedding, more on the fact that both "man"and "woman"started dating when u were crazily preparing ur wedding arrangement, no close to having proper sleep and each day anticipating the big day, to start thinking of what kind of wonderful fresh start u wud be having, while both of the "man"and "woman"?well u both know what you were doing.and to add salt to the injury, right after ur broken engagement, you got to know they were scheming their own wedding.
stop writing as if this is in God's hand.yes i know that, and as human being and as a devoted muslim, i understand perfectly what redha means.i understand what it means by qada n qadar, what it means by jodoh itu di tangan tuhan.but havent u been given options to choose whats right n wrong in ur life? to know that u stand in between the lines of good n evil, to stand in the lines of ur selfish happines and a marriage of a man to the girl he courted for 4 years.but u have to make a choice, havent u?and yes the choice brings u to where u are now, being 'contented' as this is ur jodoh.and u keep on saying that you are happy and absolutely elated.
alhamdulilah then, be happy as it is what u wish for, what u are fighting for all these while, building happiness on people's misery n tears.and yes, semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya, and one hikmah that God bestow upon me is the chance to be grateful to Him, to be thankful for every life unworthy n worthy events, to be given chances to be stronger and to get back to Him as He is the Maker who knows what we dont know.between the earth and the land.between good and bad.i am all redha.
but as i am redha, i wud not wish anything bad on people, not wishing people to not getting married, or pregnant, or the possibility of the husband to cheat as history might repeat (God forbid).who am i to judge you and people, to put forward all their physical weaknesses and their outward appearance, to say them lack of this and that, because i believe we shud look in the mirror more.maybe , just maybe sometimes u are so engorged with the contentment of life u are so "strongly' pursue, u forget that it is good to look in the mirror sometimes, if not everyday.
my parents, yes the old pairs in the house, have done their best to raise their kids. teaching them to respect people's right.and to not be selfish.or heartless.and i know they teach me right.syukur, alhamdulilah.and even i ever say words that are unforgettable and unforgiven, then u dun have to squirm and fidget and be derange if there is nothing regarding to yours.
well.. maybe it does, after all.
as this is being the longest entry i will ever talk about my despair of my broken engagement, i wud never feel to write anything about this again.for those who have been following my blog, yes i dun dig out the stories as it used to be hurtful to not only me, but the rest of my family especially to the pairs in the house.and i didnt dig out it since im much happier in life as God granted me my wish, for those to be over n get done with.
i am now in my journey looking for my own paradise, as there are journeys and routes of life that are yet to be endured.a journey of looking for a paradise that doesnt need me to hurt people along the way, insya allah.

estoy buscando un paraiso'
mi paraiso..:)

la loca

indeed, eventho u drive me crazy sometimes.
but that craziness drives me exactly

i miss my m.jay:(

pathetic

i wanna die laughin!

cetek akal betul.we had fun reading her out.people like her will always goin to be livid and insecure.u know what girl, i pity u.

kesian.shud look in the mirror more.

thats the way it is

men or man, in general, are good in showering you with

love
affection
attention
warmth
desires
hope
cheesyloveydovey poetic lines
kisses n hugsies

..but good enough to still be a real time jerk.

homecoming

Let's see if you can get through it.If not, you're too scared about the truth

1.Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yes n yes n yes.he gives me a muahmuah both cheeks everyday.whats there not to ask?

2.Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
yes i did.but it was stupid since my bestfriend was in love so deep with him too and me being the postman didnt help much.monyet betol.haha

3.Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
yes.cried like there was no tomorrow.tolongla, that was fake thank q.

4. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
to be honest, im enjoying every freedom now that im back in singleton.u dun have to squeeze ur brain makin every shit looks all gaga wonderful.and not to please the other side of being or doin things i dont feel like doing.but i enjoy being in relationship too, while it lasts anyway.so yeah, am enjoying both.

6.Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
told a guy i like him.thats all.doesnt want to get him all mislead but i guess he is misleaded allright.

7.Have you ever had your heart broken?
one too many.im writing books on it.

8.Have you ever broken someone's heart?
one too many.they are writing books about it.tahahahaha...

9.Talk to any of your ex's?
few who dont act like a jebon.so if im not talking to u, then u are merely one.(jebon, thats it)

10.If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
no, life is supposed to flow as it is, windy or not.

11.Think any of your ex's feel the same?
i dun give a damn.haha, im not returning to the ol shit ya all.

12.Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend/boyfriend?
i am.yeah.cocky gila tapi aku seorang penyayang and a real romantic.hahahahha.geli dowh.

13.Have you been in an abusive relationship?
abusive physically, no.mentally, im pretty much still sane.

14.Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
hem..maybe.but not to all life events.

15.Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes.happened and still is happening

16.Do you want to get married?
i do. be married n have kids and move to another country.(we talked about it kan nadya kan???)

17.has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
emm emmm..yes.

18.Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
i dont believe in being a b*****d and liking someone's bf, hubby or fiance for god sake.

19.Does heartbreak really feel as badas it sounds?
not realy.it does, but u'll get tamed by it.ngehhh

aku tag semua yg baca.kalau berani sila buat.

lifetime free flyin.woot!!!

IN-FLIGHT DELIVERY-MALAYSIAN GIVES BIRTH ON PLANE

Friday, Oct13

KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia – An official says a Malaysian woman has given premature birth to a boy on a domestic flight, minutes before it landed in Kuala Lumpur.

Liew Siaw Hsia gave birth on budget carrier AirAsia's flight from Penang to Kuching on Wednesday.

AirAsia spokesman Nazatul Mokhtar said Friday that the flight was diverted to nearby Kuala Lumpur for an emergency landing when Liew started labor pains.

A doctor on the flight helped the 31-year-old deliver while the plane was still 2,000 feet (600 meters) in the air in its final approach to land.

Nazatul says both the mother and baby are healthy and will get lifetime of free flights. He says Liew was 27 weeks pregnant, 11 weeks short of the full term.

why la u choose air asia?why not MAS mehhhh

back to the scene ya people!

yeah i know i know.ive been sluggishly lazy to update anything on everythin happened for the past 2 months.too many actually, i've kinda forgetting what's all the fuss about jotting everythin in the blog.guess i have to cramp everythin in a small short summary of what ive been up to for the past months, havent i?

1)we had a helluva fun in goldcoast n brissy.yeah like u dun know bout it already.just go dig our pics in facebook u get what i mean.
2)met tis particular newzealander guy on the way to aussie, must say that he is one kewl guy!:)
3)am goin to hit phuket next week.lai lai..loi loi kratonggg..
4)my court case is still pending and it's been 2 years mostly now.wayyy freakin long!
5)dramas unfold in the family, and to that one strong women i know close in the family, u dun need a crap like him to make u happy!
6)am still not making any efforts of transferring to any part of malaysia.not yet.still deliberating.
7)got 'fresh meats' in the office.good timing!no more handling 5 classes per sem.
8)azlin n amiya are about to pop anytime soon.so yeah, more babies to the units.coochie cooingg coooo...!!
9)getting the promotion to one stage higher.more promotion, more moolah, more trips.:)
10)bein in a love hate 'ship if u can call it:)

monday tigtagtow

Here are the rules - post this list on your profile replacing my answers with yours.

Tag 25 people to do the same thing.

If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
definitely not after a serial raper or a killer

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
what an absurd question.cry??cryy????

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
why not.my 'a' and my 'o' are almost similar they look like oranges.sui'generis!!

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
human's.i love cheap..sleazy gossips on yours!

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
if i am pregnant, then i'll be the gossip of the town.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
why not.im kooky.don't u just love kookiness?

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
my sarcasm are too merciful for its standard.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
check!

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
suicidal escapade?count me in.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
i am all about fatty nutrients nowadays.so please feed me roti canai instead

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
my stiletos do not require to be untied

13. WHAT IS/ ARE YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
anything sour and makes ur tongue turns colour

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Their smell

15. RED OR PINK?
Definitely red.red is sexy.red is me.ahhahahha. (lawak malam khamis)

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
My disorganized set of chompers.geez..i really need to get it fixed.

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST ?
My parents.my cats.my bed.my old self.

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
Yes, because im a snoop.

19. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
white short with pink dotted flowers.i don't wear shoes to bed.im not that kinky.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
The whizzing fan right above the head.n the cricket too

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
black.it's cryptic.

23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
smell of grasses after the heavy rain.and the smell of men with Acqua d Gio.swoon!!!!

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
azlin afzan.

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
she's my colleague.of course!

26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
I don't fancy sports that much

27. HAIR COLOUR?
black.i believe there are grey hairs in between

28. EYE COLOUR?
black

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
i am.i am rabun as heck.

30 FAVOURITE FOOD?
asam laksa

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
happy endings.cud live be that easy?

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
twilight twilight n more twilight

33. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
spageti strap.the same pair of my short pants.

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Both. they come in package, don't they?

36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
Banana Fritter!!

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
laughable jokes

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
sarcastic jokes


39.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
sweet valley twins.yeah crazy.it's like walkin down the memory lane

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
i dun have mouse pad.the mouse glides easily on the bedsheet

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
i can't remember!!!rerun of nanny diaries?or was it the game plan?or whattt???

42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
the heartbeats.when they find love.

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Neither.i prefer abba.

44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
u mean..vacationing?then it would be bali

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
I could recreate new lyrics for the song.i made it up .and i would piss u off for that because it wont make sense.

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
north!!im perlisian!!

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Everybody's!

beautiful fact of life

sometimes we need to let go something good to make the way for something better.life is beautiful as it is, and the beauty of life lies in a way we always lost those things we love.

am being labelled as simply melodramatic and pathetic because of this belief.and how i missed to be called that again and again.

so long , now.

2 days before raya

maybe i just dun fit into this
maybe i just dun have what it takes
maybe i just have to keep on waiting

and waiting.

and waiting again.

goodbye sam

i cant stop the tears from flowing, upon knowing that sam, the rescued koala from the aussie bushfire, died today.not because of the fire, but from the internal bleeding and urogenital chlamydiosis, an illness hit more than 50%of koala population in australia.
how can u forget the above picture?it's more than humanistic values and devotion to animal welfare.it is love, an affection and passion between man n the wild.
the affection that brought the whole world to tears, my world at least.

crikey i'm here!!!!

yay!!!!im finally setting my feet in down under.never believe one dandy day i would be breathing the air here.ahhaha..all thanks to aten. right this instance, i am stuffing myself full with food (aten cooked okay!).im so not in the mood to update the blog since im wayyyyyy busy having fun here.seriously.all here is about F.U.N!

be blog about it later!

packing and unpacking and packing again

getting ready.packing stuffs.cat's not included.the he he he..

kakom part 2

oh well...my girl lost big time.but she lost with dignity, she managed to memorize every single line(i mean it, every single line) without having to stutter.even in second session, the impromptu speech, she was amazingly calm and collected.which somehow brought wonders to other lecturers from other teams (one of them even asked whether she did yoga or sth.ahhahahhaha).
went out n had ikan bakar with other pahang pegawai at kuala perlis.oh, and managed to fool most of pegawai lelaki that im good with siamese language.ahhahahha.hilarious it turned out to be.
now that the kakom is over, im back to packing my stuffs.yey!!

kakom part 1

phewwww..i just knew it!it takes more than just being in my hometown and do my parts.it's more like being with the team the whole time, and supporting them.after all, they ..i mean all of us came all the way from pahang, enduring 12 or i would say more than half a day (we departed at 9am and only reached perlis at 12 am.good grief!!!) and do i have the guts to just leave them all and be at the comfort of my home (yeah, it takes less than 15 mins to reach my crib from the kmp)?.
first day of the arrival yes, i went home,i'm missing my parents, the bed and the cats of course.but i had to like woke up early, as early as 5 am, and rushing and driving like mad to kmp since us the team being reminded to gather at dawn for early prep talk and physical fitness activities.first day was merely testing out the venue, and luckily, the venue (dewan kuliah) is not far from our hostel and just a walking distance. we tested the venue for like what 20 minutes and went for the meeting with the technical teams and the director of kmp in the afternoon. the technical team meeting went out well, thats because the faces are familiar! they are bunch of lecturers whom i normally meet during courses and seminars. later at night, we had this malam mesra, the makan makan thingy.and yeah, the students were being shown wayang kulit asun.ahhahahhaha....dunno how east coast people deal with the kedahan accent in the wayang kulit.the accent was like veryyyyy thick!
oh yes, right at this moment, i am at the comfort of home, stealing few hours, coming home to use the net (i need to book the ticket back to kl this weekend!!), and updating blog and whatsnot. pidato bahasa melayu runs today, which ours being the first candidate. albeit being the first one, she was good! hope shobana would nail it tomorrow as well.i have to get back to college for the second round of pidato in the afternoon, the impromptu session. and we have this majlis pembukaan tonight. (which in the beginning, i was basically planned to ditch it.hehehehe)
will update later.cant wait for the event to be over and me getting ready for aussie!!

...

i am beyond tiring.

down the memory lane we went

i could not believe there is going to be the day that i would actually missing going back to studying.i mean..come on, studying is the last thing one would do, esp if the job u have actually brought you decent pay (note the word decent here, meaning being a lecturer won't guarantee u being superich)

mama keeps on asking me to go back and pursue my master, which im intentionally planning to.but life had been pretty hectic, crazier every day actually and studying would be the last thing i could muster.and yes, i have gotten myself few commitments to be completed, and try to do one thing at a time.

called me bookworm or a nerd for crying out loud but enduring exam pain was what my housemates and i always 'look for' (lip if u read this, u know i mean us back in block 6 akasia!).when one got up early to dig the nose into the book studying, the rest of the house were like being shot from the snooze and would rush to the table and did the exact thing.crazy!and just imagine during the exam week.people in my house were like robots.pot of coffees and papers and books were like everywhere.u read book, u eat book, u dream book.and when the results out?waiting the day itself was like a sudden, overpowering terror that actually made us not eating nor going out.to that extent!

i still remember the day when we were busily writing and completing the neverending thesis. i spent days doing the thesis, with the much sought after help from a very helpful guy friend of mine.god knows how lethargic myself at that time, where meal a day would sumhow be keropok lekor alone (yeah, i was being tied to a very tight budget..really money constraint..whats with the gas for the car, the printing papers, the inkjet for the printer, the stationaries bla bla bla.).i even kind of begging my supervisor to really check my thesis thoroughly before asking me to redo parts.i mean..this particular profesor cum my supervisor had this kinda habit to check one thing or part and asked me to redo, and when i was done on the part, he would go back to the first section of the thesis and much to my annoyance, would notice maybe one slight mistake and asked me to remodify the whole page. i mean like..come on!!but heck..that's what made degree year something unforgettably fascinating.

how i miss gettin up early, tramping to get the earliest bus possible
how i miss having breakfast at pakcik meja bulat while waiting for the morning class to start
how i miss sitting for quizzes and exams after the ungodly hours of revising
how i miss fighting for marks i merit for
how i miss having the stage jitters representing my points and ideas
how i miss carrying out presentation with eyes only on me.ME!
how i miss my life back in pppsec 18.

how i miss everything when life was just about wearing the matric card.

new moon anyone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PbAppj00nZo


gosh..this is hilariously sickening.who wants to watch the movie if beloved edward 's gonna be like that.and what's with bella?ahhaaha..

smile

smile though your heart is aching
smile even though it's breaking
when there are clouds in the sky you'll get by
if you smile with your fear or sorrow
smile and maybe tomorrow
you'll find that life is still worthwhile
if you just light up your face with gladness
hide every trace of sadness
although a tear maybe ever so near
as the time you must keep on trying
smile what's the use of crying
you'll find the life is still worthwhile

now i know why MJ loves the song until his death.

leech in the blog

perverts are not welcome to pen down comments.so if u feel to conspicuosly scribbling your sick sex induced comments in my comment box, my suggestion is to...

GET LOST!

go feed your dog or something.

the jab matter

i cant believe this!every private hospitals, every rickety clinics we went to resulting in a very upsetting answer.

"the shot is not available until further notice..which most probably be available in like 3 weeks"

3 weeks from now??heck i would be flying across the java ocean by then. seems that all of sudden people keen to be jabbed, and bolting for the planned vacation.we didnt do it earlier since the procedures should be taken effectively 2 weeks prior the vac.well..madam k called her hubby's panel hospital and holiguacamoly!!..the shot's avalaible and u cud simply walk in to get the jab without having to set any appointments.cool huh?

not really.

the drawback is that the hospital we're talkin about is KJMC
which is in kl
which means the doctors responsible for the shot only work during weekdays
which means we got to have a trip to kl
and means no classes.

aiyaaa...

happy birthday eena deary!

i hope you feel deep in your heart
as your birthdays come and go
how very much you mean to me
more than you can know

even we have our differences
even we have our dislikes
even we have our dissimilarities
even we have our fair share of ups and downs

you remain to be my best sister ever!

SWEET 26!!!!

rattrap or a kettle of fish?

now i truly, understandably dig whatever my kezambo felt when people (read:the nosey parker, the busy body, the gossip meddler) kept asking, pestering actually, why she didnt get all preggy after her 2 year old marriage.the ones who merely brushed shoulders, much just to say hy when met on the road, turned out to be the ones who care about her unpregginess, too much really. now that madam lee got her potatoman, sumhow it's kinda sushing people

heck it is a dejavu.comforming to my book of dejavu actually.

met tis my old fren back in uitm, used to share room together, inside the college and later moving out renting the cheap flat across the college.heck, doesnt mean we were best buddies.far cry from that.being a flatmate, she was ok all the time..not really minding people's business.and she was together with the same guy she knew back in the college, while im still finding the 'man', non cheating bas***d to be the dude of my life.still probing the probability of getting the 'soulmate'.that's that.we graduated, got on our own way, walk the life as the way we want it to be and never meet each other again.

up till now.

i mean, okay.u can ask my wellbeings, my work, my family and yet you choose to ask those freaking disturbed question.after these while and that's what u care most?me not getting married n have babies?and u dun even bother to contact me in what kinda ways whatsoever and yet you wanna preach me that being married is the most amazing thing on earth?and dapat baby so aku tak payah meronggeng lagi?is that the best advice u cud give me?

oh my.

read this and try to really really comprehend.

i am okay for not having boyfriend.i am okay of being solo for almost 2 years now.i am okay of not being able to use that 1k wedding dress.i am okay not being able to walk down the aisle even if i almost got myself there.i am okay for not having the chance to be a married woman and born babies.i am okay per se.

does that make me a non marriage committal freak?does that bring me to the same league with ellen degeneres and elton john and samantha ronson?

thank god.no.

i am okay with everything and stop asking me questions that only God could answer

duh.double double duh.

blog jawapan sesaat

1. Bekas kekasih saya – tidak perlu ingat lansung.buang masa

2. Saya sedang mendengar – ketukan keyboard dari tempat amy dan syida.gila bekerja kawan kawan saya ni

3. Mungkin saya patut – stop tulis entry ni n pegi buat keja berpaedah, oh silap!saya sudah buat keja berpaedah pagi tadi.sekarang masa untuk melepak dan menulis jawapan blog dalam masa
sesaat.

4. Saya suka – bercakap dan minum nescafe ais.ai..sungguh obvious!

5. Sahabat-sahabat saya – ialah mereka yg saya sayang dan sayang saya walaupun saya gila n cakap meroyan royan.tapi tak apa, mereka faham.

6. Saya tak faham – kenapa orang selalu kata saya cakap banyak.series saya rasa saya pendiam

7. Saya kehilangan – angah saya sebab kanser.apa,keluarga saya ada kanser?

8. Ramai yang berkata – tentang virus babi dan maikel jeksen.oh dua benda ini berbeza, jangan salah sangka.

9. Cinta itu adalah – manis masam pahit payau kelat masin dalam idup saya

10. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang – melantak makan tengah hari dgn lahapnya sambil diperhatikan kucing longkang dengan muka sedih

11. Saya akan cuba – untuk berjimat dan menyimpan duit. em..selepas trip ke ostolia, dan jakarta..dan mungkin juga bangkok.hehehehe

12. Perkataan SELAMANYA membawa maksud – KELUARGA SAYA yang sayang saya nak mati.

13. Telefon bimbit saya – sangat cokak.tidak boleh 3g atau ambil gambar tapi saya suka

14. Bila saya terjaga – saya selalu terus menjadi ceria seolah olah tak penah terbungkang tido selama 7 jam lamanya

15. Saya paling meluat – orang yang tak tepati janji dan tak tau pulak nak mintak maaf

16. Pesta/parti adalah – kehidupan saya yang lalu.hehehe..

17. Haiwan yang paling comel pernah saya temui – kucing saya yang gebu bernama Tam Tam.dia comel sebab pandai mengurut dan berak sopan di dalam toilet

18. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan saya ialah – 17.saya ada minat lelaki secara series bermula pada umur menggedik inilah

19. Hari ini – saya puasa ganti.dan sakit kepala bertubi tubi.dan hingus masih meleleh.

20. Malam ini saya akan – cuba tido awal dan tidak main internet.ha!

21. Esok pula saya akan – ada kursus dalam kolej

22. Saya betul-betul inginkan – duit.banyak banyak.

23. Ketika saya lihat wajah saya di hadapan cermin pagi ini – saya tak sempat menelek lama lama sebab hari ini saya terlewat bangun.

24. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan – adalah tempat saya suka kalau banyak duit.saya suka main daytona di arked permainan?kamu suka main apa?

25. Makanan Barat atau Jepun? – barat, sebab saya suka makan beger n mengunyah french fries

26. Bilik yang terang atau gelap? – gelap untuk tido, terang untuk bermekap

27. Makanan segera adalah – makanan saya dan zarina kalau kami ke wayang

28. Ayat terakhir yang anda telah katakan pada seseorang – "penatnyaaaa..."

29. Lepas ini saya akan – balik tido.series sakit kepala.macam nak terbuntang mata saya bergolek ke lantai

30. Siapa yang anda ingin tag – madam kwan dan mak saya sebab dia sudah ada blog.haha

of fun and bane

checklist!

1) getting the influenza jab (call the clinic and make appointment)
2)changing the moolah.gonna get it done at hamid's (hope the currency brings us mercy! rm2.8 for 1 aud doesnt sound that generous, yes?)
3)getting the visa done (again at hamid's)
4)buying the jacket, and the shoes, and the clothes (i havent bought any of these!)
5)borrowing mum's bigger suitcase! (i have yet to ransack my home in finding any)
6)popping pills, pills and more pills (i need to get rid of this neverending flu like...now!)
7)cross my fingers and hope everything gonna be okay.

there.all things need to be done before the exam week, which in less than 2 weeks!how times fly, i cant even think accurately. yeah, the worrywart i always be, since at the same time i/we need to

8)train the kid to be presentable for kakom.i mean day in day out, if time permits.(is there any?)
9)getting all the syllabus and skills covered for the upcoming UPS. (i cringed for the word 'essay writing'!)
10)marking exam papers, going for kakom public speaking, and getting ready for the trip all at one time.

don't remind me whats in the store right after we get back from the holiday!

of a party and a macd

hey i was invited to a party!!


the birthday boy. he is one!

look!camera!oh shoot, i moved the hand too fast

the kiddies

the besties

the gangsters

the munchers

the organisers:).thanks for the party dut dut!

the camera lunatics!

welcome to the bloggy blog world, my dearest mummy!!!

RIP MJ

say adieu to the reading if you are MJ's extremist freak.

i heard the news when busily ironing the clothes to the hearing today. didn't quite grasp on the name and had to listen twice to actually get the name right. the reaction? Blatantly zilch. well..that's for not being his ardent followers. i tuned in the radio and got the caller cried talking about his demise..like..duh.
okay, so i cant share the empathy.but for me, MJ is another noted celebrity, well maybe on his own league.yeah, he may be producing more billboard chart toppers, hundred earth friendly songs, and those music videos (beat it with the the red jacket and super tight jeans??), but he is also a freak.he did more plastic surgeries that put Jocelyn Wildenstein to shame. he created more scandals that even eminem did not bother mentioning.
on the other hand, i would totally be ludicrous to say that i never like his song.i did. i even sung the song for my TESL batch environmental day back in 2003. i enjoyed Beat It, or was it Thriller?

but still..it does not affect me, even thought u'll be missed by other millions of people.
couldn't beat Lady D tho.

a yes afterall..:)

Travel

7 May 2009 (updated from 1 May 2009)

Is it safe to travel?

Yes. WHO is not recommending travel restrictions related to the outbreak of the influenza A(H1N1) virus. Today, global travel is commonplace and large numbers of people move around the world for business and leisure. Limiting travel and imposing travel restrictions would have very little effect on stopping the virus from spreading, but would be highly disruptive to the global community.

Influenza A(H1N1) has already been confirmed in many parts of the world. The global response now focuses on minimizing the impact of the virus through the rapid identification of cases, and providing patients with appropriate medical care, rather than on stopping its spread internationally.

Although identifying signs and symptoms of influenza in travellers can help track the path of the outbreak, it will not reduce the spread of influenza, as the virus can be transmitted from person to person before the onset of symptoms.

Scientific research based on mathematical modelling shows that restricting travel would be of limited or no benefit in stopping the spread of disease. Historical records of previous influenza pandemics, as well as experience with SARS, validate this.

Does WHO recommend screenings at country entry and exit points to detect if ill people are travelling?

No. We do not believe entry and exit screenings would work to reduce the spread of this disease. However country-level measures to respond to a public health risk are the decision of national authorities, under the International Health Regulations 2005.

Countries that adopt measures that significantly interfere with international traffic (e.g. delaying an airplane passenger for more than 24 hours, or refusing country entry or departure to a traveller) must provide WHO with the public health reasoning and evidence for their actions. WHO will follow up with all of its Member countries on such matters.

Travellers should always be treated with dignity and respect for their human rights.

How can I protect myself from influenza A(H1N1) when I am travelling?

People who are ill should delay travel plans. Returning travellers who become ill should contact their health care provider.

Travellers can protect themselves and others by following simple prevention practices that apply while travelling and in daily life.

from here

http://www.who.int/csr/disease/swineflu/frequently_asked_questions/travel/en/index.html

ngeh ngeh ngeh!!...madam lee..lets packing!

what the..

the hearing are not gonna be heard for another couple of hours.so here i am, getting busy with the internet, n missing my work in kuantan. yeah, crazy much?.i am not feeling that great, the throat is itching, and im so not having energy to do anything else than simply cosying in front of the lappy. yeah..being or close to being sick when that stupid piggy flu is like diffusing everywhere is totally not okay!been popping on vit c, and the panadols. hope not gonna be that serious (madam lee....how mehhhhh!!).or maybe this dysfunctional health system of mine are just partially of me being extra worried of the flu n being hypochondria of all times.

excuse me, i think the bell rings for another shot of emulsion.:)

why why nowwwwwwww???!!!

swine swine go away
come again another day
we wanna have our holiday
so please dun be in our way!

if there is another person saying that we could have just simply aborting the plan and burning the ticket, i swear i'll be screaming right away.

dem u babi.

three's a crowd

gosh..is there any possibilities that i am dealing with claustrophobic syndrome?i know, sounds nonsensical, but i couldn't help myself hyperventilating and grasping for air when we were on the lift, or if the place got too crowded. i got suffocated and sumhow, have to lean on something to stop me from falling. come across this from wiki..

A typical claustrophobic will fear restriction in at least one, if not several, of the following areas: small rooms, locked rooms, tunnels, cellars, elevators, subway trains, caves, and crowded areas.Often, when confined to an area, claustrophobics begin to fear suffocation, believing that there may be a lack of air in the area to which they are confined. Any combination of the above symptoms can lead to severe panic attacks. However, most claustrophobics do everything in their power to avoid these situations.^[2]

am i started not being normal?

ohh...hotness!

i used to diss zac efron as he undeniably just another fresh new meat in the list of hearthrob wanna be. i diss HSM, i diss Hairspray, but OMG...how could one tacky cheesy movie finally change my reprobation towards zac efron altogether.

oh yes, bestie and i doin nuthin fanciful during weekend besides drooling on zac efron, so to speak. spending our 8 bucks watching 17 again kinda make us thinking of many possibilities, or yet reminiscing of what became to our '17' (let's talk about this in another entry, shall we? coz right now, i have efron to get busy with.ahha).

to zac efron,
i might be 29, you might be 21.i might be called cougar.i might still hate ur eyebrows.i might still not get the idea of vanessa 'who',i might not still watch HSM or Hairspray even if it is for free, but still...

you're major hotness!!

now, let's get back to the drooling part, shall we?

do you feel like giving me another sisterly 'visit'?
im missing u..actually:)

sewing in no time

my parents are celebrating their wedding anniversary (which supposedly be celebrated a week ago).guess what kakanda presenting adinda kasumi dewi?

buku mari menjahit langsir!ahhaha..sungguuh tak kelakar.bagi la jam emas ke, manik koran ke, tiket pelancongan ke magribi ke.ini...buku sewing in no time!(nih tajuk buku dia).well then, i guess the novelty of giving jewelry, perfumes n stuffs like that are no longer practical according to my parents' book.they rather give what the other half , wants.like, few days back, my mum was browsing thru the internet, mumbling sth about wanting to find any webpage displaying styles of curtains.(eventho, eventually surf gosip artis gak..mak aku terer pasal gosip artis mesia wehhh).

tengok, hari nih dpt buku mari menjahit.esok, sah sah dia ajak pi nagoya textile.hehhee...

kucin lonkang

ini dia kucin lonkang itu

wish my cats wud fight like tis

while i was slugging ineffectively infront of the pc, chatting, my mum shrieked and called me to help her out.duhh, back in the kitchen, mok was sushied by mud and air lonkang!geramnya!!dah satu kerja nak basuh dia.u see, mok is half persian, half local male cat my. family own and adore to death (esp my sis aten).tapi ni aku rasa kucing pondan.upon being threaten by another male cat, he wud rather sneak back inside the kitchen rather than fighting back, or doin what he does best...jumping into a reeking drain full of water.kunun kunun mcm nak selamatkan diri la dari kena cakar kucin jantan lain tu.knowing what he did was wrong, he steer clear from my mum's eyes.tahu je mak aku nak ambik dia nak basuh cukup cukup.

we washed him vigorously, head to toe with the pest shampoo.ikut mak aku, dia nak mandikan pakai sunlight je..ahahha panik betol cikgu inson ni.

kena mandikan pun, tetapppppppp bau longkang.aiyaa!!!

where's the food!!!!

my teeth is rejuvenating too:)

dah tak rasa sengal sengal sangat, and the most important thing is i dun have to rely on the painkillers anymore, or the braces wax for the matter.

the sole problem is still on the food issue.seriously. i am getting tired of having to dig mysef into another bowl of bubur.or yogurt.or anything gooey.

i want meat!

i tink im goin mad

yey....finally!the chance to rejuvenate and do nothing.an ultimate freedom to wake up late and be a lazybum.i am on my semester break, and nuthin more perfect than spending time in ur hometown.i spent most of the time yesterday running errands (seronotnya duduk kat perlis ni is that one place to another is like bak hembusan angin bayu je..dekat cenonet...u dun have to fight the traffic!), like paying my overdue streamyx bill, buying groceries, bla bla bla.
itu hari pertama ya.
and when it comes to the next day, i am hopeless.
feel like doin work, like goin to classes, meeting my students.

mengada ngada betul pompuan ni.org bagi cuti baru tergedik nak rasa workaholic kekdahnya.ahhahahahahhaha...

layannnn..

gigi berwarna

metal bracket minus the colored bands

ada nampak rongak dua itukah?

blur pulak dah....

abes sudaaa..

alhamdulilah...everything settled!
for these past 2 weeks, only god knows how much i dreaded for the brace processes.contemplating, debating whether i have the bravery n guts to actually go and seek for the treatment.i met the doctor for the final time today, which marking the final stage of wearing braces.first, he pulled out the blue ring band being placed in between my wisdom tooth (lega rasanya, kalau tak sakit betul kena geraham atas n bawah kalau kacip mulut), and in replacement, he placed the molar band.molar band is like the anchor that going to hold the archwire (the thin wire horizontally places across ur teeth).thank god for the blue rubber band, i dun feel much discomfort for the molar band since the blue band already create some spaces for the molar.
then comes the fun part of all!!painting ur braces (ye aku mengada ngada, nak je experimental dengan semua kaler yg ada).ligating modules (the colored band to tighten the bracket) that i choose are..pink n blue!ingat nak try purple, but the purple are bit dark for my liking (turns out that dark purple will show ur braces even better...harusla dgn niat aku nak menayang braces kan?hahahah..takpee...i get all 24 months to do all the colors)
the aftertaste?well..since i have the slight discomfort with the ulcers, i tink having the ligating modules and the wires are not that bad, but maybe pressure within the tooth sumhow bring the minor soreness (tink of widely stretched teeth, rasa mcm nak tercabut gigi..ha macam tu la perasaan dia).

but....

the most unbearable pain is still...

tooth extraction!

ulcers (plural weh!)

patutlah rasa badan lembek, cakap pun malas, nak bergerak pun lembab, rupa rupanya dalam bangganya mulut aku nih dah tumbuh ulcers!!

not one, but almost 3.The cause of it?tink of the metal braces go pressing against the soft part of ur gums.that's the cause.cudnt find where i place bonjela, so have to opt for a traditional remedy it seems

letak garam la apa lagi. ada la rasa nak meraung mcm serigala.

pedih dowh!

not my teeth, but yes that's my ulcers!

for braces wearers..tis is for u!

braces wearers..u shud check this website out

http://www.bracesforagreatsmile.com

just love fooling around when u can actually test out the right color for your braces!!awesome!

mamak one liner

sila jangan guna line ini waktu mengurat (coz it left ur date speechless and all beet red.ahhahahah..)

venue:mamak
time:sorru breakfast time.makan pagi daaa..
scene:1
mamak took orders.girl A ordered nescafe o ais and nescafe ais for girl B.Mamak brought the order, placing nescafe air for girl A and nescafe o ais for girl B.Both girls grinned.

girl A:mamak, nih salah ni..terbalik.
mamak:kalau terbalik, tumpahla.

cis.

scene:2
girl B called mamak to order.wanted to order mee goreng.mamak went to give order and later came back

mamak:mee goreng tadak laaa..
girl A:goreng goreng lain takda ke?
mamak:roti goreng ada laaaa...(mouth pointing at roti canai)

double cis.

sorila kalau korang rasa tak kelakar.but both of the girls did.hahahah!!

rongak dua.

well..well..well...what do we have here?a set of chomps full of metal bracket and two missing tooth, that's it!yesterday's visit to dr ling most probably be the longest hours i spent with a dentist, the one i dared not to meet the last few months.ahha..!i went there at 930 am, only being told later the appoinment was actually set at 1pm!bummer!!!nak lepak mana pulak kan, kuar umah pun selebet je.yela, the only purpose of goin out was to go ling's.got our breakfast at mamak, pusing pusing east coast, pekena baskin's robbins (yang ko pekena aiskrim sebelum jumpa doktor gigi tuh kejadah apanya, ngeng?kan dah kena gosok gigi diam diam dalam toilet eastcoast!) and then later headed back to ling's.

sunday's plan was to put the metal bracket, there were few times (which i was actually cringed everytime the doc said aaahh..!, coz i knew sumthing went wrong.phobia okeh), when the glue or shud i say the cement bond wont stick to the bracket properly, resulting with the tooth being cleaned n 'trimmed' again.needless to say, 'that' process alone took almost 1 1/2 hour.dah la aku nak terkencing..tahan je la.dr ling put the cement bond, the bracket on it and hardened it with the light blue saber torch (okeh, yang ni aku buat kelakar bodoh.tapi betul torch dia kaler biru)

then, came the most unbearable part, the tooth extraction.u see, i got 4 good, non problematic tooth that need to be pulled out just to give way for my ungood, problematic front tooth(my central incisor, gigi kapak tu setengah org panggil).after 6 sharp stabs of anasthetic, he pulled out the first premolar, and later the lower molar.the initial one was ok, sekali cabut je dapat ngan root skali (mcm tarik ubi kayu je aku rasa).the lower molar, astagfirullah..sakit okeh!my tooth broke into two, dr ling only managed to take out the upper part of the tooth, leaving the rest still intact with the gum.aiyayayaya...senang cerita, gigi aku patah dua.tak minum susu pun gigi kuat weh.the he he..:) .ok not funny.almost 10 mins, he was actually wrestling just to get the rest of the tooth out, lenguh aku rasa pipi kena siku ngan dr ling.and yes, the pain is consciously felt.up till this morning, i spit blood still.

duhh...got 2 more tooth to go for today's appointment.dan belum lagi letak archwire dia tuh.nitemarish betol!

odontalgia

my teeth are kinda aching at the mo', must be from the blue ring band dr ling placed in between of the tooth.i cant eat, barely eating actually and cud only muster chomping on soft food and the less chewable, better it wud be.azlin said this is normal, u know, since the the teeth need to make gaps between one another for the bracket and metal bands to be filled later on.so far, the only food gotten into my growling stomach were bubur nasi and roti, and i dun even chew it!!like i said, aching okay!gosh, i missed being a carnivore.
oh, even my speech starting to slur.hahahha

a quote worth knowing

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending.
Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.
And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on.
Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.

from a movie he's just not that into you

tanjobi omedeto gozaimasu, syida!!

somebody is having a jolly good birthday...



Happy birthday to my dearest friend and housemate!!may this year bring many many good returns and blessed by God, always:) .Sweet 27!!!
they are my housemates.hehe:)

tooth filling

my students are having their exam fever, and being the last 2 weeks marked in the calendar for their stay here, i know im gonna miss them more than i tink.there are bunch of kids, well almost all, that i find really engaging.well, guess all the good things never stay.shud be ready with the new bunch next sem then:).

since we lecturers are having our days off (literally, since there got classes no more..yippey!), i went to see Dr Ling (my dentist).the job?to treat the 'gigi berlubang' (demmit i forgot the words for it!).oh yea, the word is tooth restoration.didn't hurt much as i expected, but the sound of the drilling..OMG!.and my head been spinning right after that, post drilling.2 of my teeth are then filled, and gotta see the doc again for the next 2 teeth.funny was..since i was sleepy right before i came for a visit, i even doozed off for minutes when dr ling left me alone in the dental room.mengantuk sgt sgt!scheduling my next filling on thursday, since sunday sum of the tooth gotta go.aiyayayaya!

went and got the cake we ordered from secret recipe next to ling's clinic.esok ada makan makan ..kinda of goin away makan makan for yenny.she got transferred to perak.last stop was to hunt for a coffee at old town..macam biasala, tak penahnya tidak nak berenti kat sini.

churning..

sheeshh...my heart went all these flip flopping and my stomach is all churning for no apparent reasons.

ops..

there is a reason.

the second date with the dentist tmrow.

april tag

RULES:The rules are simple.Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer.After that tag 6 people.

I am a pisces

I really wanna go to ...(teka bendera negara apakah ini yang saya terkinja ingin pergi)

My favourite place is..my room,even it's not as gorgeous as the picture.gila suci gambar nih!

My favourite thing is..be in love..haha icky i know.

My favourite drink is..

My favourite food is..yang ini!

My favourite color is..

I live in ..an apartment.(apatmen aku takdenye gojes mcm ni..bocor sana sini!)

I was born in..Indera kayangan bebeh!

My school/ college is..this particular school.THE FIRST ISO SCHOOL IN MALAYSIA.the he he

My favourite story is..

My hobby is...buat taik mata

I wish..to find a good man, got married and be merry.hell yeah.hahahha..

i am tagging:

sesapa je lah yg rajin godek godek gambar kat google tuh.aku rajin sokmo sebab itu aku buat blog takde pekdah ni.huahauha:)

ho yea!!:)

On the third day of April, i am officially...

having my trip to the dentist and doing my first ever step to wearing braces!!

tepuk! tepuk! tepuk! (i've encountered my worst biggest fear y'all.~~:)

well, not much really being done for the initial visit, basically just checking, scalling and creating the mould of my set of chompers.The mould..blerrghh..got this weirdest taste, like sumone shoving plasticine in your mouth.terjeluak aku kejap.

there, i made it..almost:)

when life is not always about a pretty picture..

...thus this is something to be shared.

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?

AL-QURAN MENJAWAB"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?

AL-QURAN MENJAWAB"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. "- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA RASA FRUST?

AL-QURAN MENJAWAB"Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman."- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

AL-QURAN MENJAWAB"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan) , dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah (be fearfull of Allah The Almighty) kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan). "-surah Al Baqarah ayat 250

KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

AL-QURAN MENJAWAB"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk"- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

KITA BERTANYA : APA YANG AKU DAPAT DRPD SEMUA INI?

AL-QURAN MENJAWAB"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari org2 mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka... ?- Surah At-Taubah ayat 111

KITA BERTANYA : KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?

QURAN MENJAWAB"Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari Nya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal. "- Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

KITA BERKATA : AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!

QURAN MENJAWAB"... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir."- Surah Yusuf ayat 12

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU DIUJI?

QURAN MENJAWAB"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," ("I am full of faith to Allah" sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan, sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta."-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

something i found across the net and truly answers every single questions which torment ones' mind and soul..well, at least my soul.

the day when the idol is none other than..

guess what ive been doin here in the office half of the day??youtubing!and not any kinda clips or video, but these were the movies back in the 80s..esp the one with ibrahim pendek on it.hahahah..hilarious!!!tambah tambah cerita 'setinggan' and 'keluarga si comat'.ibrahim pendek rocks!!!

to my dearest lil sista!

A world of wishes, sister!
Meant especially for you,
May all the nicest things be yours,
Today and all year through
This comes with many special thoughts, too.
Because it means so much
to have a sister,
Like you!!

WE LOVE YOU LOTS, LIL SISTER!!!!

helping hand is needed.ASAP!

my working station is...

nothing but in a major mess and kacau bilau!!

birthday boi'

HapeY bIRTHDaY sUperMoT!!

birthday boy is a walking man now!

cuppacupcake

one year now!

izzaty's work!!gila cantek n ur chocolate cake is THE bomb.

'R' is for me:)