where does the good go

love is for those who blessed.i would not be the best person or neither do i in the perfect position to even begin talkin about love.but it coudnt stop me for being happy, at least for sumone else's love affairs.my long time friend from perlis, who just managed to walk out from her wrecked marriage, might finally find the one.we had a very long talk about her probability to begin another serious committed relationship.i know it aint easy to start trusting man after what had happened, believe me..when the love is murdered by the one u truly put ur trust, u had nowhere to turn to.that maybe..in the beginning of sprung into life again.but i believe her to have extra efforts to handle the blossomed relationship.funny is, she finds him just the exact way i found mine.and these are what i told her..
it is okay to be afraid
it is okay to be terrified of the unknown
it is okay to be prejudiced coz not all people around us are dealing with the same phase of life
it is okay to be in love again becoz love itself is about discovering the bitterness in life
it is okay to cry once in a while when u start comparing the one that went away n the one that makes you his princess
it is okay to smile upon promises
it is okay to feel stupid when things do not get ur way

and for all the unanswered questions would be answered later, believe me.just look back on the diary ive used to write
i noticed that life was much better and easier when you have less to think about. not about money, not about hurting hearts, not about being hurt, not about succumbing to people's need.that was just, being free. but life ain't easy. as clock is ticking, you gonna be bombarded with lotsa questions.
like...
would i make a right choice?picking up this man?i dont know. that was exactly the question i've yearned somebody to answer.it's a bit tricky.tis sort of question you would know better, not anybody else. God, i wish i would just be shown some ways, low or high, whether to pick this man is the noblest act i will do. please, help me.
23 july 07
and i got the answer in no less than a year.i so feel you my dear friend